𝙈𝙀𝙎𝙈𝙀𝙍𝙄𝙕𝙀

xvii

Did she just...

Kiss me?

HOLY SHIT

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-Y/n's pov- 

Shit, shit, shit!

I kissed him. No, no, no! Why would I do that?!

He sat up in bed, a shocked and confused look on his face. He slowly got up.

"I-" He paused, "I have to go to the bathroom,"

I watched as he walked out of the room. I fucked up big time. Oh, what do I do?!

I sat in bed, tears pooling in my eyes.

"Why are you so stupid, Y/n? Kissing a guy you just met?"  Someone, or something seemed to whisper.

"Shut up" I whispered, hitting myself in the head lightly. 

 I got up out of my bed, walking towards the front door of the house. I opened the door and headed to Tommy's house. 

Maybe Tommy will help me. Maybe he'll understand. I hope so.

-Ranboo's pov-

Oh my gods. She kissed me. Of all the people she could chose, she chooses me?

I pulled out my memory book and began writing.

[Y/N KISSED ME. SHE ACTUALLY KISSED ME. IT WASNT ME WHO INITIATED IT. SHE. KISSED. ME.]

I shut my book, taking in a deep breath. I've gotta go talk to her now. 

What if she doesn't actually like me? What if she regrets it? 

Shut up, Ranboo. Why would she kiss you if she doesn't like you like that?

I walked back into the bedroom, looking towards where she once sat.

She wasn't there?

Not again.

Does she think I don't like her?

I walked out of the house, walking in the direction of the Camravan. I'll check there first.

I walked into the Camravan and looked around, no sign of Y/n but Tubbo was sitting on the table in the center, talking to Phil.

"Yeah, and he-"  Tubbo looked over at me, "Oh, hey, Ranboo!"

I waved lightly. "What're you doing up? I thought you and Y/n were sleeping?" Phil asked.

"They slept together?" Tubbo asked. "N-no! Well actually yes." I said, "she was scared, so she asked to sleep with me." I explained. 

They nodded and Tubbo gave me a grin, whispering to Phil.

"What did you say the ship name was again?" He said, trying to be quiet.

"Hey, I heard that!"  I said. Tubbo laughed.

"It's [Y/nboo/RanY/n]" Phil said, chuckling lightly.

(Pick whichever one goes better with your name)

I walked out of the Camravan. Do people actually call us that? We're we that obvious? Was I that oblivious?

I've gotta find Y/n...

"Ranboo, wait!" Tubbo yelled, running towards me, "What are you doing up, you never answered." 

"O-oh," I said with embarrassment lingering in my voice, "I'm looking for Y/n, she got up after" I paused, "something happened."