Heartstopper One shots

'you dumb rugby idiot'

tw: a slight topic of sa
Requested by @tylie_rose22
Hope you like it :)

I was captain of the rugby team and we made to the grand final game.
"I'm so excited for this match," I was beaming while I was speaking to Charlie about it. Charlie was over at my place 'revising'.
"So whens the game?," Charlie asked tapping his pencil on his math book.
"Weren't you paying attention? I said it a million times," I laughed and turned to charlie while putting my clothes away.
"Sorry,"
"It's okay, it's this Saturday, I'm so excited.," I think I've said I was so excited a million times.
"Oh," Charlie dropped his head.
"Oh what?," I say  my smile slightly vanishing.
"I don't think I can make it,"
"What why? I thought you were free this weekend,"
"Uh.. well I have this school thing Saturday.," Charlie fiddled with the end of his jumper, a habit he has when he is nervous or anxious.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier?," I question
"I only knew about this till yesterday and I didnt want to bring it up cause well you were so happy and excited," Charlie gestered.
"Well can't you skip this school thing once?," I rested my body against my wall crossed armed.
"I don't know it's pretty important," Charlie sat up on my bed .
"Can't you just catch up. Wait who's going?," I push my foot supporting me on the the wall so now I was standing.
"Tao, Issac, Ben-," Charlie started listing off the people on his fingers.
"Ben?," My faced morphing into confusion
Charlie hesitates comprehending how to answer after a pause he replies , "Uh yeah?,"
Even more confused I say, "Why would you want to be any where near Ben?,"
"I don't, I just want to be better at a subject," Charlie defends
"So you'd rather go to that dumb school thing with someone who sexually assaulted you than watch your boyfriend play a game that goes fo-," I was starting to get a bit mad when I realised what I just said.
"Hang on a minute you don't get to say that!," Charlies voice was quiet but firm.
I walk closer the Charlie but he was packing up his books and pens off my bed.
"Crap, I'm so sorry Charlie I didn't mean to say that," I fumble to apologise.
"Well you did. I got to go, my mum wants me home," Charlie stood up and left me alone standing in my room.
Okay maybe I over stepped the line bringing up Charlie's past with Ben but come on he wanted to be in a room with Ben of all people and not watch me play in my grand final. I realise my fist is clenched, geez I was mad.

Charlie's pov:
I walked out of Nick's house fuming. How dare he bring up my past like that. It's hard to even say Ben's name let alone wanting to be in a room with him. Hearing the word Ben makes me want to throw up.
I feel bad now cause nick is so excited and I can't make it, maybe he was right. I don't care if he was right or what not I'm mad at him. I need to cool off. I throw my bag onto my bedroom floor. I find my self banging the drum sticks onto the drums playing the beat of the song, after dark.

a/n: I'm going to make a part 2 cause 1. Why not and 2. Cause more suspense.
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