𝙄𝙏'𝙎 𝙊𝘽𝙎𝙀𝙎𝙎𝙄𝙊𝙉 // Peter Ballard

I've always loved you || chapter 20

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—Here's the long awaited smut chapter..

btw this is (kinda) my first time writing out
smut. so please don't laugh at me😭

Warning: detailed smut, praise kink, breeding, virgin!reader, dom!peter/henry, vaginal sex, etc.

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**TIME SKIP**
5 days after the massacre..

Life with Peter was.. interesting. On most days, he'd come home late at night covered in blood. But you didn't care at all anymore. He revealed the truth to you and even though you still think it's wrong, you accepted him regardless. He's accepted you, so you were going to accept him. You don't even remember the last time you've been loved properly, taken care of properly, etc. It felt good to know that someone finally cared about you. The feeling made your heart flutter.

  Peter would tell you that he didn't want you outside. You found it rather extreme because you had to get out sooner or later? Being trapped in a house all day wasn't life and it just felt like you were imprisoned once more. You debated on whether you should bring this up to Peter or not.. or should you say Henry?

  A small flashback of him telling you his actual name found it's way into your mind. Peter had multiple names but he told you that he didn't care what you called him. Peter just didn't want to be referred to as 001. In which you respected and understood deeply. Papa and all the other folks would refer to you as your number and not your real name. The numbers just brought back bad memories, you and Peter had both agreed on that.

Everything was confusing you, Peter literally went out of his way to manipulate you and coax you to join his side only to leave you here alone for hours on end. You thought that he wanted you on his side?

With the right amount of boldness and courage, you had the audacity to bring this up to him. But his excuse was that he wanted to keep you safe and secured. In fear that's you'd be captured or something like that. He informed you multiple times that he just couldn't bare the thought of losing you and you believed him for the most part. Maybe Peter was struggling with abandonment issues?

Peter was strange, so very eccentric. But deep down, he still had a heart, he had feelings. You weren't delusional and knew for a fact he does in fact care. Peter had just a weird way of showing it to you. You did not mind though because you also knew every aspect of him and you knew what he was like. As you said before, you accepted him. Besides, you were in love with him. You couldn't runaway nor let him go because he would find you anyway. So you've come to peace with the fact that this was your life now.

  It wasn't all bad though, after you two made your great escape Peter revealed his backstory to you which was honestly a true horror story itself. The stories he would tell always found a way to intrigue you because as a kid you never heard any of this. You were never told stories or anything like that. When you were born you didn't fit in with the other children whatsoever. Peter understood that too and that's another reason you two were the same. Both of you had your childhoods ripped away from you and placed into the evil hands of Dr. Brenner.

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Present time, you and Peter crashed in his old house. The creel house was what it was called. fortunately, It still had it's furniture. It just needed a touch or two. And with the help of Peter, the both of you were able to tidy up the dusty place. Some parts are still messy but it's a work in progress. At least the house isn't as disgusting as it was before. You could bare it for now. You were just grateful that you had a roof over your head.