Could it be Love?

Chapter 5: Help From a Friend

A/N !! did shared writing with milfkisser again (cmon it's super fun) Same rule as the last chapters! (M) for my writing, (F) for my friends writing !! Enjoy !!

Ranboo POV:

(M) "I-im trans." Tommy said shakily. Not knowing what to say, I stayed silent, though I really shouldn't have. He started panicking again, staring back at the mirror. He wouldn't look up at me, tears starting to fall again.

"Fuckfuckfuckfuck." He quickly whispered. Between sobs I heard him say "I fucked it up again. Why do I always fuck up important relationships."

(F) Not knowing how to react, i stay silent, watching his slowly curl into himself and panicking.

"RANBOO YOU FUCKING IDIOT HELP HIM BLOODY HELL" my body practically screams at me.

Right, yeah. I slowly grab his hand, attempting to atleast make sure he atleast knows im here.

"Hey Toms, its alright, im not gonna judge you." I cooed softly to him.

(M) He still refused to look up at me. I knew I couldn't get him to talk to me this way. Pulling him in closer, I wrapped my arms around him, and let him sob into my chest.

He continued to whisper things into my chest. I could only make out every other word. But I swear I heard "He, Never, and Love back."

I felt anxious. Should I really do this? What if I didn't really hear him say it? Shoot. Uhh..

Thinking over the good and bad ways this could end up, I knew it was a risk worth taking. He wouldn't listen to me any other way.

I pulled him away from my chest, and grabbed his chin softly to make him look up at me.

He looked into my eyes, but quickly looked away.

There's no going back now.

I slowly leaned closer to him, giving him every chance to pull away, just in case.

He looked back up, with almost a glimmer in his eyes.

I waited another moment. He had to know what I was going to do, so if he wanted to pull away, he could.

But still, he looked into my eyes, and I looked into his.

I leaned in closer, and softly placed my lips onto his.

He seemed to melt into it. I never wanted this to end, and clearly he didn't either.

I pulled away slowly, and looked at him again.

"Toms, I'd never think of you as anything different. I'm sorry you thought I might. I love you, and want you to be happy. There's no way I'd hate you for your gender."

Tommy's eyes started to water again. I panicked, but saw him smile. These were good tears.

(F) We looked into eachothers eyes, time passing like nothing, that was until, we heard a knock.

"Uhhh sorry to ruin the moment but we promised a stream" we heard Toby call through the door and awkwardly walk away.

We burst into laughter.

(M) As we started to compose ourselves, I pulled him in closer, and rested my forehead on his.

"I love you Ranboo" Tommy said, breaking the silence.

"I love you too, Toms." I replied.

I really did, and I wish I had made it clearer. Maybe then he wouldn't have been as worried to come out to me.

The silence seemed so loud.

"We should go, We did promise the cooking stream." Tommy pointed out.

"Yeahhhhh...." I replied.

I pulled him in one more time for a hug, and kissed him on the cheek as we walked our to the kitchen.

Now I just need to figure out the next step.

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