Could it be Love?

Chapter 6: Tears, Tears, and More Tears

A/N I'm sure you're sick of hearing this by now, but I wrote woth a friend !! (me) is what I wrote, and (mars) is what he wrote !! If there are any TW that I should add, please let me know !!

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(me) Ranboo POV:

Tommy and I walked into the kitchen, where Toby had already set up the cameras.

"We streaming on your channel Tubs?" Tommy asked.

"Yup!" Toby replied.

Quickly grabbing my mask, I slid it on, and waited for Toby to start the stream.

(mars) Tommy and I watched as Toby fiddled around with the cameras -did he even know what he was doing?- though there was one thought playing in my mind;

'Do I really like tommy? What I'd I don't actually.. how could I even tell him that? And the kiss! Am I doing it because he said he was trans?'

the thoughts wouldnt stop circling around in my head so i did the smartest thing I could think of:

bash my head on the counter.

"Boo? Please dont do that" I hear a voice behind me talk, as a hand is placed under my head, stopping me from hitting my head again.

It was Tommy.

Horrible timing.

(me) I didn't know how to reply. I could feel my eyes filling with tears. Tommy must've noticed this, because he turned to Toby and said "Hey Tubs, just start the stream without us, we'll be back soon."

I felt him grab my hand, intertwining our fingers. I felt my heart flutter, just a bit.

He pulled me with him back to our room.

He sat down on the bed, and patted the spot next to him, motioning for me to sit with him.

"Boo? What's wrong?" He said softly.

"I-i don't know. I'm just so- lost. I'm so confused." I didn't know what to say. I could feel the tears start to fall down ny face.

"Hey, hey. don't cry Boo. Come here.. " He softly cooed to me.

I let myself fall onto him, crying softly into his chest. He held me tight, and fluffed my hair.

What if I really like him, I just don't understand. I kissed him, so why am I so unsure right now?

(mars) Tommy POV:

"Hey hey, its alright Boo. It'll be alright." I said, hugging him tighter.

"i just- i dont know" he cried out, mumbling some stuff at the end.

"its okay to not know stuff dear, how about after the stream we can talk more?"

He nodded, sniffling. He looked up at me, a look of confusion in his eyes "Why were you crying?" he asks. I was crying? Shot, ive done that a lot today, bloody hell.

"It's nothing, lets go stream" I smile and grab his hand and plant a small kiss on it, placing his hand down and left the room.

(me) He shortly followed after me, but we both waited behind the counter, waiting for the red-ness on our faces to fade.

Ranboo POV:

He looked so calm, as he stepped into frame, sliding into his online persona.

"What's up chat? How is everyone?" He said. He was so confident. So.. sure of himself.