chapter 21

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wooyoung woke up first and saw how trashed the room was

wooyoung sighed before going to clean as much as the place as he could. he started with the counter that was filled with empty pizza boxes and empty, or half empty, soju bottles.

he cleaned the counter trying not to make a lot of noise so the others don't wake up, after he finished he went over to the door and tided the shoes.

after he finished he picked up any jackets or trash from the floor.

wooyoung went over to look at sans sleeping face one more time before he left.

'god choi san, what exactly are you doing to me?' wooyoung said to himself as he crouched down and ran his fingers through sans blonde hair. 'i'm not sure what loving- of even liking someone feels like. is this how it feels? i like you san. the problem is i don't know whether i like you as a friend or something else. but, if it's you i'm willing to find out.' wooyoung got up and picked up his shoes before leaving, closing the door gently.

wooyoung went back to his dorm room and took a shower.

after wooyoung got out he found seonghwa in the living room, on his phone.

"oh wooyoung-ah- um... i mean wooyoung-ssi," seonghwa corrected himself,

"no- no... it's fine," wooyoung said quietly. still, seonghwa heard it which was why he had a smile on his face

"wooyoung-ah, wanna have breakfast with us" seonghwa said, his voice soft and oddly soothing

"us?" wooyoung asked confused as he only saw them in the room

"haha yes! everyone other than yeosang, who's taking a shower, is all ready and is waiting outside,"

wooyoung peeked through the peephole and they were all indeed waiting outside,

wooyoung formed a 'oh' with his mouth,

"why not?" he said as he slipped on his shoes

seonghwa followed him and opened the door, san being the one directly in front of the door.

wooyoung went out and was caught in the embrace of sans arms

"gay." yeosang said as he approached them,

"and you're not?" wooyoung responded blatantly

"no. i'm bi. get your sexuality correct next time."

"fyi babe your boyfriend is gay,"

"touché jung wooyoung, you won this battle but i'll be back,"

"are they...fighting?" san whispered to hongjoong

"nah don't worry they've been like this since the day we went to the aquarium,"

after wooyoung and yeosang's endless bickering they finally made it to the car

san, wooyoung, yunho, and mingi in a car and yeosang, jongho, seonghwa, and hongjoong in another car

after they all agreed on where they wanted to eat, both cars started driving toward the restaurant

"hi! i don't think we've properly been introduced, even after all this time," yunho said as he rubbed the back of his head.

"oh, um... wooyoung, it's nice to meet you," wooyoung replied trying to sound as natural
as he could.

"nice to meet you too! this is mingi!" he said pointing at the tall boy with blue highlights sitting in the passenger's seat

wooyoung greeted mingi as well and after a while, they started to talk more casually after they found out that wooyoung was also fond of dance.


after they had gotten to the restaurant they found a table, sat down, and looked at the menu while they waited for the others.

before long, hongjoong and the rest had arrived as well, they sat down with the rest of them and looked at the menu while yunho called over the waiter to take their orders.

they all told the waiter their orders and before long has passed, the food was on their table.


they enjoyed their breakfast while talking about a couple of different things, during the talk wooyoung just silently observed them and sat there processing how things were different than when it was just him.

maybe he did deserve to be loved?


wooyoung never thought he deserved to be loved, not in a romantic or platonic way. his dad left him when wooyoung was 19 and kyungmin was 3, that was when his mother started drinking and as the years passes he started to forget any moment of love and affection his mother had given him since they were replaced with the harsh words that she told him. he ended up having to take care of his brother, working 3 part-time jobs to get enough money for his and his brother's school fees.

his mother always used up the money they had on alcohol and occasionally on gambling. which was why he accepted mr. and mrs. hans offer.

after meeting yujin he felt love, even though his love and her love were different, it felt nice, but that didn't last either

after that wooyoung closed himself off, he couldn't deal with the loss that came with love. he didn't want- he felt that he didn't deserve love.

until... he met san. san made him slightly believe he did deserve to be loved, he made him believe that maybe, just maybe, he could love.

without san, he wouldn't be eating breakfast with... his friends.


after they finished eating they headed back to the dorms, seonghwa was going to stay over at hongjoong's, so san was now with wooyoung.


it was 10 am on a saturday so no classes, san was spinning on the bar chair while wooyoung was reading a manga.

san stood up and went over to sit beside wooyoung since he was bored

"what are you doing?" wooyoung asked, trying to hide his smile

"cuddling" san answered blatantly

"no shit, but why?"

"I'm bored, I want to snuggle," san said as he rubbed his face on wooyoungs arm

wooyoung didn't want san to let go either so he moved one of his hands to sans hair and brought him closer as he brushed his fingers through sans hair.

they stayed there for a while, san's head on wooyoungs shoulder and wooyoungs hand still brushing through his hair.

san seemed to be deep in thought and wooyoung noticed,

"whats wrong?" wooyoung asked as he put down his book and sat up straight

"huh?"

"you look like you have something on your mind,"

"oh, you noticed- it's just I wanna ask you something, you can say no if you don't want to!"

wooyoung laughed at the boy but nodded

"would you... like to go on a date? it doesn't have to be outside we can have it right here!"

wooyoung wasn't expecting that question so he was a bit taken aback








"sure"

and so, san and wooyoungs first date started.














a/n: I didn't expect this to be over 20- I'm literally writing this at 4am well um enjoy(?)

future a/n: yeah you dipshit you wrote over 30 chapters for no reason

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