Only for the notes

Wasn't the first time enough

When he asked you for a kiss
Did that not degrade your soul
When he told you too open your legs
And be a good girl
While he defiled your insides
Was that not enough to change your mind
When you felt his cold air
Lock in with your warmth
Did it not make your toes break
But finally when he made
The outside cone in
Did you not feel the urge to die
If so then why
Why do you keep going back to him
Keep letting him tell you all
The things you want to hear
All the things you know only
He could give
Making him have all the access
He needs to destroy you
Over and over again
Just because you can't leave
And you can't picture your self
With anyone else
Sadly whether that's true or not
Whether you think you could
Be god and stop the chaos
Or become one
And cause a mess
He will be the death of you