A new chance- BUCKY & Y/N (AU)

Truth be told

I laid in bed, staring at the ceiling. For how long? I lost count. I rethink about everything this past year has taught me, but let's face it, I will never listen to anyone, let alone myself. Suddenly, I hear a knock at the door. I sigh as I slide off the bed and look through the keyhole to see Bucky waiting. I softly banged my head on the door just before opening it.

"What?" I said as I lean on the door.

"Can we talk?" I wave my hand, and Bucky walks in with his head down.

"Thought you be drunk and stumbling into bed by now." I shut the door behind him and sat on the bed with my arms crossed. 

"No," He shook his head. "After you left... I went for a walk." Bucky joins me on the bed. "I feel so much for you, doll. Things I shouldn't, but I never felt like this with anyone. You make me crazy, you're annoying... I miss you when I don't see you. I want to touch you, to feel your lips, your soft skin. I crave it... I crave you, doll. I..." Bucky turns closer to me. "I feel so lost without you... What I'm trying to say here is.. I'm in love with you. I have for a long time." Bucky looks into my eyes, waiting for a response. He's in love with me. Did he just say that? 

"What?" Bucky places a hand on my cheek.

"I love you, y/n. You're right, I can't keep fighting this. I can't live without you." He softly spoke.

"Say it again." I smirk.

"I love..."

"No," I stop him "The right part I mean." I laugh as I kiss him.

"There's she is." He laughs. He slides his hand at the back of my neck as he kisses me over and over again. He allows me to fall back gently as his body presses against mine and the bed. His lips moves across my jaw and down my neck, softly pecking his way down. My fingers dig through his hair as he pulls me in closer to him. His hand trace down my body, His mouth insists gently back against mine, My other hand explore his muscles on chest and arms as he quickly rips his top off himself and unbuckles his jeans, his hand carries on exploring my body as I take my top off. He cups my breast softly as he goes down placing his tongue against my nipple.

"Bucky," I moaned. I lay back fully as he kisses along my legs as he slides of my pants as he takes his off too. Bucky kneels in front of me, kissing along the inside of my legs, further, and further....

He kiss his way up my stomach and chest, he covers over me as he gently enters me. I groaned.

"Are you okay?" He asks. I nod, biting my lips. I wrap my arm around his neck, pulling him his lips to mine. "Fuck doll... You're so tight." He moaned. He pulls my hips against his, rocking against me. I dig my fingers in his back, my body shakes with intense pleasure building up. Bucky picks me up from the bed, my hands around his neck and he still inside me. His hand wraps around my body as I lean into him. Our moans travel together in harmony as we climax.

Some time later, Bucky and I collapses on the bed. I lay my head on his chest as he softly touches my back, curled up together with the duvet slightly covering us. He softly kisses my head.

"What are we doing about Steve?"

"Really doll? After our amazing moment together you asking about your brother... Bit creepy." I slap him on the arm. "Ow. Don't worry, we find a way doll. You and me against the world." I softly close my eyes and fall asleep in his arms.

 Next Morning

I gently stretch in bed as I feel a hot muscly body beneath me. I slowly look up to see Bucky sleepy face near mine. Shit...  it wasn't a dream, I repeat it wasn't a dream. Last night really happened, He declared his love and we had sex, amazing sex..