All grown up

Secrets

"That's why he punched Cole!" Halen yells after I told him about what happened.

"Why the fuck didn't you tell me?" He asks looking down at me.
"I didn't want to ruin your friendship. Plus it wasn't like he raped me." I answer.
"But he fucking touched you!" He yells and I shush him.
"We are on the road. There are people. Stop." I say as I look outside.
I didn't feel like walking today, so he offered to ride me to school.
"Okay, but you need to make things clear with Brodie. He's pretty pissed."

I haven't talked to Brodie for one week. After he answered my text with 'don't bother' I assumed I should just leave him alone. But I guess he's not over it yet.
I nod and continue staring outside. Its so beautiful outside. School is almost over. Then I say hi Greece. It's the last week and we don't have that much stuff to do in any class. We mostly just watch a movie or go outside.

***

Can we talk? I text Brodie as I see him in the aula. He looks up at me without any expressions.

Sure. I stand up and leave the room. The hallway is empty. Just perfect. I hoped that there would be at least some lost students so that we didn't have to be alone.

"What do you want." He asks.
"Apologise." I answer.
"For what?" He frowns.
"For whatever you're angry at me." I say, because honestly I don't get it.
"Are you joking?" He hisses and I shrug. He turns around and leaves.
"Are you serious now?" I yell after him and he shrugs.
"What do you want. I don't understand you." I say as I catch up with him.

"You know exactly what I want." He hisses and stops.
"No I don't. I know I have been oblivious but you can't blame me. Please just talk to me again." I plead.
"Okay. But just because we need to spend time in the holidays." He says.
"What? No we're going to greece." I say.

"Yeah with us." He smirks.
"Oh. I didn't know that." I say and look away.
"But I thought you wanted to show me that you don't hate me. Why that sudden change of your face expression?" He frowns.
"You're planning something, don't you?" I ask.

"Why. Oh yeah I'm still an immature little fuck." He growls.
"I didn't mean it like that. Stop beeing so stubborn. You're smirking. You always smirk when you're up to something or like something and I doubt that you like to spend your holiday with us." I say in a duh tone.
He watches my face in silence.

And I suddenly feel his lips on mine. I instantly pull him closer by wrapping my arms around his neck. He smiles against my lips and bites my bottom lip. I open up and hear him groan.
"Sky." He groans.
"Brodie." I moan and he picks us up and pushes me against the wall. His mouth travels down to my neck and I feel him sucking and biting on my weak spot, leaving a hickey. Breathlessly I run my hands through his hair.

We soon pull back, because the bell rings. We take some steps away from each other and I lean against the lockers.
"Is that enough of an answer to you?" He asks, smirking.
"God, Brodie." I say and he smiles.
"And I forgive you." He takes a step closer and I hug him. I can feel his hands around my waist and he kisses my neck. I pull back and give him a quick peck on the lips.
"What now?" I ask and he gives me another peck on the lips. I smile.

"Lunch." He takes my hand and we make our way to the cafeteria.
"Wait. I don't..." I say once we are infront of the cafeteria entrance, releasing all students.
"Don't worry. We'll bring all our friends together. Common." He says and I smile. How well he knows me. So we take a step in, still hand in hand. We separate and I sit down on our regular table.

"So I see you sorted some things out." London smirks and I roll my eyes. Soon the guys join our table and because the table is pretty small I'm sitting on Brodie's lap. London is sitting on Halen's as well. Also, Cole isn't here, fortunately.

"Who would have thought about that?" Jason says and we all laugh.
"You know I actually thought you and I were perfect, Sky." He continues and Brodie punches his arm.
"I'm joking." He holds his hands up in surrender.
In that exact moment life was amazing and I actually ate some of my fries.

***

"Gotcha." Brodie says as he catches up to me. We are currently at his place playing Marco polo.
"Let's go eat something. I'm hungry." He says and we make our way to the kitchen. He makes himself and me a sandwich. He actually did it.
"No I'm not hungry, thanks." I say as he hands me the food.

"What are you talking about? We have been together all day and all you ate was fries. What's wrong." He says and takes my hand. I shake my head.
"It's nothing I just don't feel like eating." I say.
"Common Sky." He commands.
"I don't want to." I argue and he comes to my side and gives me once over look.

"You are not fat, you know that right? Please Skylar don't do this to you." He says and I look down ashamed. He pushes the food back infront of me and I roll my eyes.
"Eat." He commands and I do. He kisses my cheek and starts eating his sandwich, smiling.
"But seriously Sky. Please start eating properly again." He touches my hand.
"I have to go." I stand up and run outside.
"Wait!" He yells but I am too far away.

***

"Stooop!" I yell at my phone. It's ringing since I ran away from him. Why am I so stupid. I should have just said I feel bad. My number one rule was to deny. Now he knows and I can't even look at him.
I hate myself.