after we? TOGETHER

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Its thursday and uuwi na yung magina ng davao sasabay na kay digong..

Ang sarap lang ng feeling na magkakasama silang tatlo.. like a normal happy family..

This is the day na babalik na sila sa reality ng totoong buhay nila..

Hindi nila parehong alam kung paano sila uuwi at kung ano dadatnan nila.. pero bahala na..

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Sara and mans convo..

Kamusta mie.. how was your work sa manila? Tanong ni mans

Ah fine ok naman.. pero balik ako bukas kasi nacomplete na yung senatorial slate eh.. needs to discuss something on them on whats yes and whats not sa campaign..

About us yung sinabi ko sa chat is the same..

Well about that.. ipapakilala ko si zarah sa mga kapatid nya but not on you.. please i dont want to confuse her.. kailangan ng anak ko ng peace of mind..

What about yung tayo..? Ok lang kahit pahirapan moko please i will win you back.. wag mo itapon yung saatin..

Naisip mo ba yan nung time na pinagloloko mo ako? Ilang beses ako nagmakaawa sayo diba? Uulitin ko nanaman ba na this time ako naman.. si zarah fey naman..
Mahal ko lahat ng anak ko equally
But ang tagal kong nawalan ng time sa anak kong isa dahil ayaw mo..
Hindi nya to deserve hindi ko to deserve..
Ikaw nagtapon hindi ako puro pagmamahal lang binigay ko sayo pero paulit ulit mo akong tinapon why?
Because malakas ang loob mo kasi alam mong mas mahal kita kaysa sa mas mahal mo ako?

Please naman another chance di na ako uulit.. kahit hindi moko mahalin ulit pero let me love you show it to you.. sabi ni mans

Hindi na that's enough.. someone showed me the real one.. mahal ako ni bong at yun yung dapat kong ilaban hindi ikaw.. si bong yung deserving ng pagmamahal ko..

Pano yon magmumukha kang mistress don hes married .

I dont mind.. he have a lot of cards on her . Kahit sayo.. no one will stop us..
Hindi mababawasan yung love ko sa mga anak ko but on you im sorry it was long gone since nanganak ako.. you can stay and be a father to your children but.. wala kana karapatan sakin..

We're still married baka nakakalimutan mo?

Again manases nauna ka.. i still have everything nasa akin lahat ng file ng kalokohan mo wag moko ikutin.. well pag dating sa court hindi issue kung sino nauna pareho tayong mali pero.. mas may laban ako.. i still have the convo last 2017 nung nanganak ako kay zarah fey.. matakot ka pag nilabas yon that was
RA 7610 section ,2 appendix 5
Special Protection of Children Against Abuse, Exploitation and Discrimination Act

AN ACT PROVIDING FOR STRONGER DETERRENCE AND SPECIAL PROTECTION AGAINST CHILD ABUSE, EXPLOITATION AND DISCRIMINATION, PROVIDING PENALTIES FOR ITS VIOLATION AND FOR OTHER PURPOSES.

Communicating a Threat of Harm
A person can communicate a threat in almost any form-written, verbal, electronically, or through a third person. In some instances, a defendant's non-verbal body language, gestures, or actions have been enough to communicate a threat.

Intent to Threaten Harm
Criminal threats are made with the intent of placing someone in fear of injury or death. It doesn't matter if the defendant intends to carry out the threat. Also, many states don't require proof that a victim actually experienced fear or terror. Rather, it's the intent of the person making the threat to place another in fear that typically matters.

Remember ikaw nagsabi nyan
"Ilabas mo na yang anak mo siguro naman mabubuhay ng 7 mos yan.. saka kung mawawala yan baka deserved nya kasi gawa sa kasalanan mo yan"

Nagmakaawa ako sayo non diba sabi ko wag mo idamay yung bata dadalahin ko sya ng 9 mos para healthy naman sagot mo
"Pag dimo nilabas yan wala ka ng uuwian ilalayo ko mga bata sayo sisirain ko pangalan nyo.. wag na wag mo iuuwi yang anak mo dito baka iba magawa ko jan"

Wala pa jan yung iba.. yan paano pag nilapag ko pa yung mga ibang messages mo about sakin halos maloka ako sayo .
Puro pagmamakaawa lang maririnig mo sakin wag lang masira tong pamilyang to kahit tapak na tapak yung pagka tao ko..

So I decided that day mismo ipapa cs ko na.. ilalabas ko na yung bata kahit risky kahit pwedeng hindi cya mabuhay.. kahit napakasakit sakin non ginawa ko para sayo para sa mga bata.. pero yung totoo non durog na durog ako nung palabas ako ng hospital tapos yung anak ko naka incubator iniwan ko sa america makabalik lang sayo agad..

Halos yung cs ko sariwa pa yung sakit pero sabi mo papatawarin moko basta isang anak pa ginawa ko diba? Halos araw araw yon ang sakit sakit pero tiniis ko ilang months bago nabuo.. natakot ako na baka pag laki ng tyan ko mapunit yung tahi ko..

Lahat ng yon tiniis ko wag ka lang mawala ngayong nagsawa ako.. ngayong naramdaman ko yung totoong pagmamahal haharang ka nanaman?
Ngayon na gusto ko maging ina ni zarah fey sasabihin mo ok na balik lang ako?
Tapos ano pag inuwi ko anak ko dito you will show her the disgust?
Ano kasalanan ng anak ko bakit kailangan madamay sya? Shes so pure and innocent..
Kaya dont ask me na iuwi ko sya dito after all na nagawa mo sa kanya .
Hindi pa man din lumalabas sa mundo may tao ng galit sa kanya because she was concieved by my sin
And im very much aware about that..

But on the lather part narealise ko shes my angel my daughter leads me to her father dahil alam ni god na deserve namin magina na mahalin ng totoo..

This is a goodbye a closure.. wala na tayong ibang paguusapan pa kundi para sa mga bata.. again you can stay here but dont expect na magiging ok pa tayo..

Everything on us was done so done manases im so tired of loving you..

And ikaw yung may kasalanan bakit ako napagod ng ganito..

Mahirap man tong pinapasok namin ni bong pero i know its worth the price..

Tama na yung tayo sarado na puso ko sayo bilang asawa mo nandito nalang ako bilang mommy ng mga bata and your friend..

Do as you pleased pero not on me and let me tell you dito sa decision kong to suportado ako ng family ko..

Dont worry yung about sa mga pinagsasabi mo wala silang alam.. filtered yung alam ni digong atleast now you know .
The only thing that i have for you now is respect. Pasalamat ka nga may respect pa
I don't know bakit ka ganyan napaka well respected pa naman ng family mo..

Now you can leave the room pagod ako.. i need rest ..

Mie please.

No get out mag usap tayo as parents no more no less..

Tumalikod na cya to went inside the restroom..
Doon umiyak...