It's only a day since her nightmare but my dad wanted to make the plan sooner then later . I was hoping she would tell me what happened to cause it but she didn't and I wondered how'd long she's had them for, but i'm guessing since then because the way she reacted seemed to not faze her.
I was worried. I didn't pay much attention to it when she was tossing and turning but until she started mumbling is when I got up. Then the words and screams which made it worse.
I'm a medium heavy to light sleeper. If I'm so tired I can sleep through anything but if it's just a regular day I'd get up with a very loud noise or anything in a regular tone. My mind was sorta awake when she was turning around but after the mumbling and talking was when I was in full alert. She said tons of things for those couple minutes which made me question, how bad did she get hurt?
I was hoping she'd tell me but again she wanted to tell her brother. Her family is more important to her, more then everything after the things she'd gone through and how they don't know kills her, I can tell. She feel anxious.
She's strong. More then she would be, she pushes her feelings aside and masks it with something that isn't what it's supposed to. She wants people to see her as a tough soul but deep down she's hurting and you can see it. What hurts me is how she doesn't seek help, she said not once did she ask for help but I'm hoping she does. I hope she gets revenge on the fuckers who hurt her this bad to make her act this the way she did and if she does I will.
"What time are we going?" Elijah asked. Today was also the day we had to execute the plan with Liam which I'm hoping doesn't go to shit and I know it won't.
"2. You are all going and go tell my men to prepare." He nodded and left the office. I have been in here since 4 I only got two hours of sleep after her nightmare and since then I would wake up to check on her.
It's only 12 in the afternoon. Not to late but late for me since I've been up. I had to make sure she was okay and to make sure this plan falls into order. It's not a lot besides the fact that we need to get stuff out of him and that's it and Alvara will help but only if she wants to. We are only supposed to find out why he sent those men after Alvara but I know he's hiding things so we'll find out more.
I took a break and head over to my room in hopes she's there. I knocked and there was no answer, I was about to knock again until I see the door open.
"Hi." She said she softly smiled and widely opened the door for me to enter "You okay?"
"Ya. It's not as bad as I make it seem you know."
"How so?"
"Because. The memories are there you know I just don't pay attention to it unless I make myself think about it but that is besides the point what's going on with Liam?"
