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I think I regret doing what we did but half of me doesn't. It felt good, so good that if he asked me again I would but my guts telling me something is bound to happen.
I had to distance because I can't handle the pressure of my feelings right now. I don't know what it is but we've hated each other for so long for it to come to this. I have to, need to hate him.
Not that I'm complaining cause it felt good but it's just that knowing both me and Nikko we don't handle out emotions good, so I'm just saving us the hassle on doing so. But I hate the way he makes me feel, I hate it so much I want it to stop but at the same time I don't want it to.
I'm just confused.
But I shake off the thought and head to his office. Once I get there I knock and hear a faint come in.
"What's up?" I asked because he called me over here. I saw him turn and he looked like he hasn't slept, at all. His eye bags weren't bad but they were there.
"I want to talk." He motioned me to sit down. I wanted to ask if he was okay, but I didn't. About?"
"This. Alvara what are we doing?"
"I could ask the same thing." I bluntly reply. I wish I had an answer but I fell like the only person capable of giving me that answer was him.
"Alvara, I'm serious what has gotten to this? We kissed once and that was it and we kissed again couple days ago and to make matters worse that little thing we had after and none of us tried stopping it."
How I wished you didn't even kiss me to begin with.
"Nikko, I get it okay because the thought has being making me go crazy. I don't know why the fuck we're doing either okay. You act like I don't think about what the hell we're doing. "
"It's driving me crazy. Your driving me fucking crazy." He runs his hands through his hair.
"Look all I know if we're both thinking the same thing 'Is she playing with me?' , 'Is he playing with me?'. So I wished I knew what was going on with us right now but I don't know."
"What are we going to do?"
"How about this. Just let me know if your up for it?" He looked at me. His face expression changed to interest.
"Go on."
"Let's play a game, but in this game we both win?" I announced walking up to him. He stood their with a slight smile.
"What is this game?" He smirks at me as his eyes meet my eyes. He wanted this, he probably called it and he's happy it's going to happen.
"Who will be the first person to fall in love?"
"What does the loser get?" He asked pouring himself a glass of whisky
"That's the point,there will be no losers," He smirked at my comment. This is Nikko King, he's probably planned this whole thing out within the matter of seconds that I mentioned it.
