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"Alvara baby, I'm here. I always have preciosa."
"No- Franky leave. Yo-you can't be here."
"But I am. I came back for you and you'll come with me weather you like it or not, Laurent. So don't make this hard for me." He raised his voice, how I missed him not being how he was now.
"Franky please! Just leave me alone, I've been fine without you."
"You haven't and you never will, what's funny is getting with my brother. So low of you Laurent, so low."
"Because he was better! You disgust me Franky so, please. Leave."
"Not until I get what is mine. You Alvara, your mine."
"I'm not yours Franky! Leave, just go!" I yelled so hard that I scared myself. I needed him, wanted him to leave that I cried. I felt a hand around my throat.
"No, your coming with me Alvara. So you come or I kill everyone you love." I felt my throat close.
"F-franky I- can't breath." I said as my voice was low. I saw white
Wake up Wake up WAKE UP
I got up and I see I was drenched in sweat. I was breathing frantically, I had my hands wrapped around my throat.
I'm okay. It was a dream.
I turned to my right and see the clock read 2:46. Jesus. I've been having these nightmares more then usual, and it's driving me crazy.
I know today's Thanksgiving. This past week has been filled with nothing much of just sleepless nights and Nikko trying to talk his way into seeing what's wrong. I've got letter after letter since I got the first one, there hasn't been any photos but the letters seem more to talk about him coming for me.
I've hid them all. I'm hoping they stop but they don't, every time I get them there in my room. He's either putting them their or sending someone to do it. Either way it's killing me, knowing he's so close yet so far.
I've distance myself to the point I don't even leave my room unless for food or something to drink. Today is the only day I'll be properly out but that doesn't mean I'll talk, a smile or two would do but besides that I'm quiet.
It makes me sad that I have to do it but it's the only way they don't come in between it. My brother, Nikko, Eli, Stefano all fought off the Russians over something they happened to me. I'm a burden to them all and I hate it, so I'll have to fight this one on my own. Not like I've never fought before so it won't be hard just Franky being well, Franky he'll make it harder for me to even try.
I turn and see the clock said 3:23. I desperately need to go to sleep, but I can't find the courage to. If I sleep I'll be gifted with another nightmare and I can't handle chocking myself while I sleep.
