𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐁𝐈𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐍 ━━ 𝘔𝘈𝘛𝘛 𝘚𝘛𝘜𝘙𝘕𝘐𝘖𝘓𝘖

( 𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍: 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 𝐂𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐇)

KIERA SPEAKS: prepare urself for a small chapter but CRAZY kadden update

𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐀'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕

As indigo plopped down on the couch beside me, she passes me the package of Oreos I bought the other day at the store. I opened them in hand three to her while I grab three for myself.

"So what movie are we watching again?" indigo asked me, taking a bite out of her cookie, "I don't know whatever you want, I don't really care," I replied, handing her the remote. 

She finds Netflix on the TV and then turns on Mako mermaids. 

"Oh my God, I literally love Mako mermaids that were like my childhood bro." I comment as the first episode plays "seriously." indigo replies. 

"I just wanna be..." We both sing as the episode begins. 

Now, I'm going to admit that in 8th-grade Indigo was the reason I knew I was bisexual. I had never really told her my feelings for her, not quite sure if she was in the girls either, but that all had changed in 9th grade. Indigo and I had become so close that we told each other everything, including crushes. It had been around the fall season the indigo had come out as bisexual to me, and not once have I ever been so happy. But, knowing that my mom and dad hadn't wanted me to date girls, I kept everything to myself, including my crush on indigo. Although I had wanted to tell her, I knew I shouldn't have, so I didn't. Despite all of her flirting, with all of the secret touches under the table, all of the hand holding, and even the time we kissed at spin the bottle, I still never told anyone about the crush. 

"do you have a blanket, I'm a bit cold," indigo asks. I smile and nod my head before walking to my room to get a blanket for both of us. 

"Oh my God, thank you so much, Aria, you're a lifesaver" indigo sighs as I put the blanket over the top of both of us.

"Thanks for coming over," I start, "Yeah of course." she replies, smiling at me.

"Can I admit something?" I ask, "Yeah sure." she shrugs, eating her other Oreo.

"Um in 8th grade... I uh- you kinda- fuck." I struggle, "Come on Ar, spit it out." she laughs, "In 8th grade, you kinda made me aware of being bi. I was like-"

"Yeah I had a crush on you too." Indigo interrupts, "Kinda thought." I mutter, "So um, do you still like me?" she asks, "I don't know. I mean we've only started talking again today. I mean you're definitely gorgeous and so far you're really nice so I don't know." I answer.

"Well, I think I still like you, only a little bit though." she admits, "Oh." I reply.

"Wait so are you still bi?" she asks, "That's a stupid question." I reply, "Well are you?!" she asks.

"Yes!" I exclaim.

"Oh my God, you know what we should do?!" Indigo suddenly bursts, "What?" I ask, "You're watching Dr. Pimple Popper." she states, getting out of Netflix and going on Demand.

"No no no no NO. I hate that show, it's disgusting and gross, "Oh come on Ar, please." she begs, "Why?" I whine, "Because," she shrugs, turning the show on.

"INDIE GROSS!" I squirm, hiding my face in her shoulder.

"UGH THIS MAKES ME WANT TO THROW UP, INDIE!" 

"You're fine Aria." she giggles, "NO I'M FUCKING NOT THAT SHIT IS DISGUSTING!" I shout, looking her dead in the eyes.

"You're over reacting." she comments, "No." I argue.

"EW WHAT THE FUCK INDIGO!" I exclaim, "Ok I'm going to admit that one was gross, but it's cool!" she replies.

"COOL? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? EW!" I exclaim, "Fine if you dislike it that much, we can watch something else. What do you have in mind?" she sighs.

"The Little Mermaid!" I exclaim, "OH MY GOD YES!" She exclaims in response.

KIERA SPEAKS: i wanna cry, this is so short and i'm suffering from severe writers block BUT I have an update on kadden so hopefully this makes up for it, and buckle up its long and very eventful

Ok so basically, like all day we were talking and stuff as per usual and then history came around and he was like messing w my stuff and like he had this sharpie and I was using it and accidentally put it in my pencil case since he was messing w my stuff in it and then I took it out, he put it back in and so I said 'no that's yours' and he's like 'ik but i want u to keep it' and then he kept putting his leg against mine and even kept purposely brushing it against mine and i'm like do u mind and he's like no and then he was also messing w my calculator and I'm like don't break that pls and he's like I won't and he also like grabbed my hand and took off my ring and went to put it on his fingers and it only fit on his pinky 😭 and he was like damn ur hands r tiny and then he like help up his hand to compare it to mine and I was so stupid to not put my hand up OH MY FUCK AND he was like pointing to his face in different places and I thought he was pointing out my acne and so I covered my face and turned my face away from him and he kept trying to turn me back around saying stuff like' wait what did i do' and it was so cute and he showed me the left over sharpie from the other day when he had me sign his arm and then he took one of my sharpies and made me sign his arm and then he signed mine the same way so they were matching and then he also like flipped his hair and asked me how it looked and then he let me fix it AHHH

also my bsf rose likes him and it's rly confusing cus he's telling her he likes her and then he's telling me he 'not rly' likes her

Also rose was telling me how madden was like all over me during history i'm like 'damn fucking right baby i stole ur man' I'M KIDDING but like it's funny cuz she likes him and he doesn't like her only like a tiny bit ig idek cuz he's like telling us both how he well first he told rose how they can go on a few dates and see how it goes but he also likes other girls... COULD THAT BE ME? and so I called him abt it and was like 'so do u like rose' and he's like 'why do u care' BECAUSE I'M LIKE IN LOVE W U U FUCKING IDIOT

but yeah and so I'm like 'well i just wanna know if she's lying or not, so do u or not?' and he's like 'not rly' and like yeah we kept talking abt the situation and he was telling me how he also likes other girls other than her and I'm like 'i thought you said u didn't want a relationship' and he's like 'that doesn't mean i can't like them' and so i'm like 'i mean i guess not' and then i said bye  and he's like bye kiera and then i hung up 

he was also asking how old my OTHER bsf, leah was and like asking for her number but he's 13 and she's 11 so...

 also my ex caden likes rose and then athen DOES like me

lmao that was a lot ANYWHO, yeah

oh yeah he was also like commenting on my hair today so i'm just livin life

ALSO

josh

bro he has a gf i think and shit he's like 'evsfavorite' and shit idfk i'm just over any guy that isn't madden