memories-dnf

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y'all are gonna hate me for the stuff thats gonna happen now- i am so sorry in advance

a few days have passed and george was still trying to get him to see a therapist but dream didn't even wanted to consider it, also everytime george talked about him going to therapy he stold him to go to drug group thingys but because george didnt want to do that it was a constant discussion of what to do, they were never seriously fighting tho. dream knew his situation wasn't the best and yeah he tried to kill himself a few weeks prior but he could manage stuff on his own, he's been doing that since 2 years already so why change something now? right now it was more important to dream that they would talk about what they are. so he planned to do this today. the next few hours george always tried to bring up the therapy topic again, either it was at breakfast, when they were brushing their teeth, as they were watching tv and finally dream had enough. dream gently took the brunette's hands and looked him straight in the eyes "george, i know you care about me but i am not going to therapy, i've told you a hundred times now and no matter how long you're going to still bring it up i'm not gonna say yes." george just sighed and nodded which made dream smile slightly. he soon dropped that smile though when he remembered what he wanted to talk to george about, dream would be lying if he said he wasn't nervous, he could ruin all this within just a moment, even though he was pretty sure george also felt the same for him he was scared george just wanted this to be some kind of friends with benefits. "is everything okay darling?" george suddenly asked while cupping one of dreams cheeks in his hand. dream almost instantly melted into the touch and took a deep breath. "yeah i just wanted to ask you something."
"go on dream?" he said reassuringly without knowing the impact of everything the question holds. "okay- so i've been wondering, what are we george? because we're surely not just friends and i am really enjoying all this time with you, it almost feels like 2 years ago but definitely healthier and idk", dream was shortly interrupted by george, "get to the point idiot" he said while smiling oblivious to where this conversation probably would go.
dream took another deep breath before continuing his sentence, "do you wanna be my boyfriend again george?" he made a short pause after that but when george didn't answer he started to ramble in about other possibilities, "if you don't want to thats totally fine too though! i don't wanna pressure you into anything- and like we can also just stay like we are and-" again dream was interrupted by talking, "no- i dont." george said, dream wasn't expecting this, of course he had thought about what was gonna happen if he said no but he was almsot 100% sure george would say yes. confused not all to sure about what was gonna happen next he felt his cheeks gone wet.
"dream? hey dream are you alright? why are you crying?"
confused dream blinked a few times and got back to reality, did he just imagine all this? did he not say anything at all? "huh? what happend-" the blonde asked afraid he already asked george the question and it had been real after all. "you wanted to ask me something and suddenly went all quiet, i thought you were thinking so i didn't want to interrupt you but then you started crying." the brunette carefully told him.
"oh" was all dream could say. "is the question that bad? it's okay if you need more time, don't worry" george said with a reassuring smile not wanting to press any more, not if it meant it would made dream uncomfortable. "ah yeah thank you, i think some time would be good yeah" he said with a smile small trying to convince george he's okay.

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later that night they were both sitting in dreams bad watching a movie although they were more making out then paying attention to what was happening on the screen, but neither of them would ever complain about this. dream was slowly kissing his way along georges jawline down to his neck, with only one thing in his mind. giving george some more hickeys.
george was holding back small whimpers not remembering hickeys could feel that good, but maybe it was just the fact he was sure he could call dream his boyfriend soon again forgetting all of his situation at home.
but all of a sudden dream stopped and george groaned at the loss of contact, he didn't understand why he didn't continue. unsatisfied with the situation george tried to pull dream closer again but dream just started to laugh. "what?" george looked confused to dream, "is something wrong?" dream just laughed more and george playfully punched him in the shoulder. "tell me dream!"
"i'm sorry i thought it was just funny how you wanted to pull me back and also i was just thinking what we will tell our fans about- well about all this" he finally blurted out. "you're seriously thinking about our fans while we're making out dream? ouch i'm hurt" george fake pouted and pretended to just watch the movie. dream took this as a challenge and immediately started to slowly continue kissing georges neck. george couldn't keep his uninterested play up for long and shortly after let out a quite moan. dream just proudly smirked into georges neck and took his confidence into wanting to ask george the question again.