Just a bit of fun

The part that can change her life.

Its been 3 days since me and Luke had sex and I haven't went to school or seen him since. I haven't been feeling great, I have had a really big headache and I keep feeling like I'm gonna be sick but nothing happens. I have never felt like this before I was scared. What is happening to me? Why is this happening to me? Will I be fine? When will this stop? How can I get this to stop?

I'm scared, I don't know what to do. I never thought I would of had to tell my parents about what happened between me and Luke, but I couldn't stop thinking that the reason why I'm feeling like this was because me and Luke had sex, without protection. How would I tell my parents that I had unprotected sex? This will be the most awkward talk I have ever had to have with my parents ever. I didn't think I would be telling them this at the age of 17, I thought I would at least be out of school and be like 19 years old or something like that. But come on 17, that's just to young for me to tell them this.

I was talking to my parents my parents for a whole hour trying to explain to them what happened and what is going on now. The first thing my dad said was , 'where is that boy, I'm gonna get him, he has made my baby girl pregnant.' What pregnant, I never thought of that, no I'm gonna be a shit mum. I cant be a mother, I'm to young. Well I should of thought about that before I went off and had sex with someone. I never though I would of said them words. Something is happening to me and I dont know what, I dont know if its a good change or a bad change. What ever it is I dont like it. I dont want to change I want to be myself and how I am for as long as I can. 

My mother said i have to go to the doctors find out what's the matter with me but i'm sure that I'm feeling like this because I had sex with Luke and it was without protection and I got pregnant.

Now my life is going to change loads, it going to be a roller-coaster now.