Hidden behind the mask

Am I the weather or is the weather me?

The sky is so blue and clear,
let's hide everything with a smile,
it's fine,
no one's going to know.

The sky started to get cloudy,
keep smiling.
No one will know,
as long as you stay silent.
Don't be weak.

The sky started to become grey, dull and humid.
Keep smiling,
hold it together,
and remain silent.

The sky started to rain,
my eyes started to water as I kept holding it all in silence.

The sky started to hail,
I felt this rush of tears rolling down my face,
as I shut my eyes in silence.

The sky started to storm,
my voice now overtakes my silence...
I cried aloud unleashing so much compressed pain.

The sky started to struck lightning,
I saw flashes of lightning,
as I was in tears and pain.
It told me...
if there is no light,
I will find my own light.

As the sky started to slowly clear up,
my cried died down,
my silence came back.
I thought so intensely as I wiped my tears.
If there is no light,
I will find my own light.

~ deep thought girl writes

P.S I found this inside one of my books, I wrote this about a year ago on a rainy day then the day became sunny after a heavy storm.