Far, far away

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I use to go out a lot,
had dinner with friends,
went clubbing with friends,
went partying with friends,
chilled with friends,
even drinking with friends.

Then realised the extrovert world wasn't for me.
I felt I belong in the introverted society.
My own comfort zone,
where I felt safe.
I started to feel lost.
I slowly drifted away from my friends.
I went MIA on my friends and family.

I felt like I wanted to run,
the need to escape reality.
I felt I needed space,
but was it worth the risk of my relationships...
with my loved ones...
I wonder.

The lesser we chilled,
the further we became.
We were once very close,
but now we're far away.
Why does it feel close yet so far away?

So much stress in my heart,
so many thoughts running through my head,
What do I do?
I don't know.

I feel so far away from everyone.
Too far that I can't come back.
Too far that it's too late to come back.
It's just not the same...
Is this where the chapter ends? Will it end here?
I wonder.

~ deep thought girl writes

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