Great You Again...(𝖢𝗈𝗆𝗉𝗅𝖾𝗍𝖾!!)

𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗧𝘄𝗲𝗹𝘃𝗲 𝘚𝘶𝘯𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘔𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘋𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴

        ----Ushijima Wakatoshi's Pov----

I looked down at Oikawa he was sleeping in my arms I was sitting on the couch and he was laying in my lap

If I was in my normal mindset I would be freaking out about how pretty he is and probably texting Sakusa about it

But no I'm currently... rethinking about everything that happened in highschool

I was busy wondering if he hated me and having a big crush on him while he was suffering and the worst part about this is it was my fault...I'm the reason he suffered

I felt this cold feeling in my chest and it was horrible

I looked down at him and started to play with his brown hair

I never wanted him to feel like this ever again...would it be better if I stayed away

But he said he wanted to be friends

Maybe we can be friends...but I'll keep my distance

I hummed and just looked at him

This was the last time...Oikawa Toru

I'll be your friend but this is the last time we're this close I'll make sure I never make you feel that way again

I promise...I'll never do it again

I got up and picked him up walking into my room

I put him in the bed and looked at his red puffy eyes

I sighed

"I'm sorry..."

I'm supposed to be in love with you and didn't even notice I was making you suffer

I don't deserve to say I love you anymore...or to even think about it

This is the last time...I don't deserve to be in love with you anymore

        ------ Oikawa Toru's POV ------

When I woke up I was laying in Ushijima's bed I looked to the side at the annoyingly huge window

It was dark outside...but he was no were to be seen

I got up and checked around the house...where could he be?

I looked at the clock it said four-twenty am

It would be way to early for practice...

I then heard the door open and looked towards it...the light turned on and he looked at me shocked and backed up a bit

He then said

"Oikawa?"

"What are you doing up...not to mention in the dark?"

I shook my head and said

"I could ask you the same...why are you up so early?"

"Not to mention where did you go?"

He looked at me and put a bag up it was a convenient store bag

"I was hungry...and didn't want to cook"

I hummed

I forgot about how honest he was all the time...it was kinda refreshing to know he was just truthful...

I said

"Well since you answered my question it's only fair"

I smiled a bit and said

"I just woke up and was wondering were you went"

He looked away and rubbed his neck

"Oh"