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The first time I met you, I knew exactly that I will never look at you just as my friend

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The first time I met you, I knew exactly that I will never look at you just as my friend. You are too kind, too generous, too sweet. And that's also the reason why I can't be with you. You are too much for me.

You're friends with everyone while I am stuck being all alone. Ikaw lang ang nagtyagang kausapin ako, ikaw lang yung nagtiis sakin. That's why I don't want to cross the line.

I am a coward for not wanting you to walk over the boundaries. I am afraid that if we ever became more than friends and it didn't work out, we will never be the same again. Iiwan mo ako, lalayuan mo ako.

And I was right.

When you started feeling strange around me, you tried to confess and because I am a fool... I pushed you away. And you distanced yourself, just like I thought.

Through all the time that you weren't around, I realized that we could lose everything whether we are friends or lovers. Kung lalayo ka sa akin ng hindi ko sinusubukan, baka manlumo ako habang buhay. Ayokong manghinayang.

Ayokong pakawalan ka.

Enzo, you are too much for me, but I will try my best to accept all of you in a way we will not fall apart.

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