A dream? (Connor franta gay fanfic squeal)

Normal day

Zach's pov
I wake up to the sound of my alarm. Great, time for school. I Sit there for a minute trying to get myself together. I get up off the bed and head to the shower. I take pretty long showers I never really have a particular reason I just like to soak. I get out the shower and put my outfit on. I have a black beanie with a sweat shirt that says "I've got 99 problems". (Black and white) black jeans and some galaxy vans with laces. I walk downstairs and notice my dad isn't home. Of course. He's usually gone all night until I come home from school. He goes to the bars and comes home drunk. He isn't abusive or anything, it's just really funny to see him pass out on the couch. I go to my pantry and grab the box of cinnamon toast crunch (easily my favorite breakfest) and eat. While I'm eating I turn the t.v to "I love Lucy" I'm old school don't judge me. When I'm done eating I clean my bowl turn the t.v off and leave.

(At school)

I walk into the school and see my friend Alona walking to class. "Alona!" I scream. She turns around with a blank expression, then smiles. "Hey bitch" I laugh. "How you doing?" I say
"I'm doing pretty good, fuck Mondays right?" She says. "No kidding. I'll see you later" I say turning down my hall. She nods. My first period is algebra. math at 7:25 in the morning. Sounds pleasant. I walk into class with 3min to spare. I hate this class it's so boring, I do like the teacher though she's nice, but my favorite class has to be gym, because I do nothing. All I do is listen to Ellie Goulding together with my friend Hannah. It's pretty fun.

(Skip the rest of day)

2:55 ugh finally school is over. I walk out of the chorus room and go to my favorite place to go after school. I walk into the woods and keep going for a mile. I see the place in my sight. I walk into the field and see the beautiful yellow flowers. I set my bag down and sit down. I hope I don't run into Connor again. I can't see him again. Not yet. I have to figure things out first. I lay there taking in my surroundings. When I hear footsteps. Please don't be Connor, please........I look up and see my friend Hannah. "Hey Zach" I sigh in relief. "Hey Hannah, what's up?" She lays down next to me. "You and I know both know you want to talk to him." She's says knowing exactly what I'm thinking about. "Yeah I do but he's 18 and I'm 14. He's way to old for me and my da...." Hannah interrupts me. "Your dad can go fuck himself. Just do what you want to do. Its your life" she says. I nod. "Well I have to go I'll see you later." Hannah says getting up. "Bye" I say back. I sit there for a few more minutes and check the time. "4:00" I get my bag and start walking home.

(At home)

I walk through the door and see my dad passed out the couch. Oh, classic dad. I go to my room I put my pajamas on then go to sleep.

Connors pov
I'm walking to the field of flowers, I need to clear my mind. I go lay down in the flowers and focus on trying to make a plan on how I can start this all over without kissing him as soon as I see him. I sit there and think...........wait what if I do all the things that happen in the dream. It may not be exactly the same way, or places. But maybe I can talk to him and get to know him. I hope this works.