A dream? (Connor franta gay fanfic squeal)

confused

Zach's POV

I'm still just standing there where koda pinned me. I'm so confused, when he was walking away his sleeves rolled up and......I saw cuts. Why? Why would he? I put my stuff on my locker then walk outside to see koda sitting on a bench crying and saying I'm sorry over and over again. I would help him, but he's an asshole. I see Connor sitting in his car waiting for me.

He looks at me, then sees koda crying and he points toward him. Then he mouths "is he okay" I mouth back "I Dont know" he nods then I walk to the car and get in. "Why didn't you help him?" He asks. I close my eyes and breath slowly. "He use to beat me." I say not looking at him. Connor doesn't say anything he just looks at me with sad eyes. "Can we please go now?" He nods and we leave.

The ride home he kept asking me questions about koda and I told him everything. I just hate talking about him. It makes me have bad thoughts. honestly i would of helped him if that didnt happen between us. but i dont know if i can trust him.......when i look up i see we are at his house. I got out the car and Connor noticed my expression. I guess I looked sad. He grabbed my arm and turned me around. "What's wrong?"

i look down. "Nothing, I'm just thinking about stuff." I say. He looks at me and puts his hand on my cheek. "Please tell me." He says leaning his forhead on mine. "I really don't want to talk about this right now okay?" I say. He looks at me and nods. Now I feel bad for sounding so mean. "Hey I'm sorry I'm just..." He interrupts. "Yeah I know, now come I'm pretty sure you have homework to do." I nod and sigh.

Oh how I love homework. We walk into the house and no one was home. "That's weird your mom is usually here." I says questioningly "yeah she runs late sometimes because of traffic. I nod and playfully frown. "Connor?" He looks at me with a smile that melts me. "I'm hungy." I say. He laughs at me for saying it on a baby voice. He comes up and bends down and kisses my cheek.

I think it's cute he has to bend down a little to kiss me. I'm 5'6 he's 5'9 I like that he's taller. He walks over to the pantry and starts looking for food. I hoop on the counter and look at him. He looks at me and smiles. "What?" He asks. I continue to look at him. He closes the pantry and walks over to me. He wraps his arms around me and hugs me. He starts kissing my neck. "Why are you looking at me?" He says while kissing my neck.

"I wasn't stoooop." I say and grab his face and kiss him. "You know how that makes me feel stop." He laughs and kisses me. "Okay now what do you want to eat? I can make you a sandwich." I nod. He hands me the sandwich. "Thank you!!" I say loudly. "Your welcome!!" He says also loudly. He's so cute sometimes. "Hey Connor are you ticklish?" He looks at me and blushes. "Nooooo" I glare at him.

He's so cute. I get up and walk up to him and hug him. He hugs back. Then I tickle his sides. "AAHHH NNOOOO" he screams. Then he pushes me away. "Not ticklish are we?" I say with a smirk and my arms crossed. I stand there looking at him, then he looks down. "Are you scared of me?" He looks up with a sad a expression. "No of course not why?" He walks over and hugs me. "I Dont want you to ever think I will hit you okay? I'm not koda."

I nod in response.