A dream? (Connor franta gay fanfic squeal)

love?

Connors pov

I love him I really do love him and he needs to know it. Even if he doesn't say it back. "You....love me?" He said. I nodded in response. He looked at me in the eyes. "Don't you think we're moving too fast?"

I hold him close and say "nope, I'm just making up for lost time." He looks at me and smiles. "I know I loved you in the dream, but right now all I know is that.....I like you a lot." He says. I smile and kiss him. "I understand" I say then I hug him.

I would just hold him all day if I could, and do nothing else. I just met him a few days ago and he's already amazing. How did a dream give me so many feelings for this guy I barley know.

I Dont really care about how I got them cause he's mine now. Everything about this moment its just amazing. Then I remembered during our date I looked at his arm, it was full of cuts.....I could barley see his skin under all of them. Why would he do that to his beautiful body.

We stop hugging and I bring him to my bed and sit him on my lap. I need to know why he hurts himself. "Zach I wanna ask you something." He looked at me with his beautiful hazel eyes. " why do you cut..?"

His smile disappears and he looks down at his lap, he's so fragile it's sad.....he looks up and I see a tear roll down the side of his face. No......I didn't mean for him to cry.

He starts to explain. "My dad may not beat me, but he's a drunk all he ever does is go out and drink. He might as well not even exist........and my mom, when I was 7.......she died in an accident. My dad and I have never been the same since." He says as more tears slowly come down his face.

I pull him closer to me so my nose is touching his cheek and he blushes. I kiss his cheek and say. "Please Dont cry zach..." I kept kissing his cheek over and over again until I saw him smile.

"Stop" he says while giggling. He turns to me and leans in really slowly, this boy drives me crazy sometimes. Our lips finally touch and its magic. He stops kissing me and puts his hand on my cheek.

He starts running my face softly with his thumb. "You're so beautiful zach." I say. He blushes and looks away. "Alright! Enough of this lovey, dovey bullshit." He says.

I laugh as I see him get up. "I'm hungry." He says in a winey voice. "You're so cute, I just want to hug you like the little stuffed animal you are." I say. He laughs at me then drags me down stairs.

Half way down the steps he trips and I catch him. "Thank you." He says giggling. I look at him and say. "I'll always be there to catch you." He looks and me and smiles. "You're so cheesy." Me and him laugh then I kiss him. God I really love this boy.

NOTE

Hey guys so I'm really trying to pro long the love and expirence of zach and Connors relationship so there's gonna be a lot of chapters were there's really nothing significant happening and its just them in love and please just tell me if you get bored I always love the feed back thanks for reading baes!!! Bye ❤