"I didn't wanted to marry you at the first place."
"Neither do I!" I shouted at him
"I already have a girlfriend so don't get your hopes higher!'
What happens when both of them get along? Find out.
I woke up in an unfamiliar room. My head was spinning, hurting badly and I was feeling depressed. It took me some time to understand that I was in Jimin's room. Did he carried me up here? Suddenly I remembered the incident which took place earlier. I should have been flattered by the thought of him carrying me but I was sad .More like I was feeling completely emotionless. I will not forgive him easily and will make him have a taste of his own medicine.
After thinking for a while, I thought of ignoring him so that he would regret what he did. I sighed and waking up from my bed, I did my morning routine.
JIMIN'S POV
I couldn't sleep the whole night feeling guilty for what I did to Chaeyoung. She might be really sad. I just couldn't help it, I couldn't control myself. The thought of Seulgi cheating on me was quite disturbing. I know shouldn't have vent my anger on her. I feel very bad upon my behavior towards her so, I decided to make it up to her.
I was in in the kitchen making breakfast for her. I even took a day off so that I can spend some more time with her and apologize about my behavior towards her. I saw her coming downstairs while rubbing her eyes. She looked so cute.
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"Good Morning." I said smiling brightly but she just ignored me. Well, what can I even expect. I deserved it anyways. I just shrugged it off and serve the food.
We started eating it when I nervously asked her:
"How's the food?" hoping she would reply sweetly but :
"Trash" She harshly spat. My heart shattered into millions of pieces.
"Umm... Sorry for that I tried to cook but.. You don't need to eat this i'll just throw it." I said as I rose from my chair and was about to make my way towards the dustbin to throw it when she said:
"You don't get to order me what I should do and what I shouldn't. I am going to eat this because I don't want to starve. Well I must say your cooking skills are worth pitying. You know what you should just sit, order others around call them a maid because that's what you are actually capable of and that's you real place." She insulted me.
I stayed quiet the entire time and playing with my fingers just looked at me feet. After she finished, i felt digging a grave and burying myself in it. I said in a nearly inaudible voice:
" I-I am S-S-Sorry". She just chuckled and said:
" You are sorry. I am sorry I didn't hear it . Can you repeat yourself."
"I said I am sorry." I said in an apologetic tone.
" Doesn't mean anything to me now. You can just fuck yourself along with your sorry." She said harshly.
" I was just mad because Seulgi cheated on m-". I tried to explain but I was cutted off when she said
"OH...So that is why you are sorry. Apparently , you wouldn't be sorry nor even a bit guilty if Seulgi didn't have cheated on you. If she never cheated on you, you would never come to me right?"
I stayed silent because she was actually right. If Seulgi would have never cheated on me, I would have a healthier relationship with her and i would never ever look upon Chaeyoung. I was fighting with my own self. Am i really getting attracted towards Chaeyoung ,just because i don't have Seulgi? I thought.
"Look you can't even answer. You need your time Jimin. You yourself are confused with you feelings. First make yourself clear out why you are feeling attracted? Is it for forever? Or is it because you don't have anyone apart from me and I am the only option left and you have no choice apart from me. Think about it." After that, she left from there leaving me in a dilemma.
I just don't know myself what I want. Do I love Seulgi or Chaeyoung or do I love both of them? I just couldn't understand my own self and I felt my heat aching very badly. Ultimately, I decided not to think about all these things for a while.
