"Dear diary. Some months ago I let my best friends meet, Isaac and Isabell, they have both been my friends for many years, and I finally decided to let them meet, they got along really well which was nice. :) But the past few weeks I have noticed how they started to like each other more and more, like I wasn't even there. It started when I noticed they took the bus together, talked during class, texted each other and stuff like that. I'm not mad that they became good friends, I'm mad that they leave me out. "Hey Raygan, me and Isaac have plans for the weekend!🤭" Isabell texted me. She just acted like it wasn't me who got them to meet in the first place, the only thing I replied with was "nice". It kept on happening that they left me out, nearly forgot me completely. They started started walking together in the hallways, leaving me behind in the class, alone. Since they left me out so much, I was alone for a really long time, I was sad, jealous and mad. I thought thoughts no one should ever think and I didn't know how to tell people how I felt. My mom got me into therapy where I was able to open up after some time. It took me some weeks but I got confidence, more than I've ever had.
I changed my look and got other friends in the class. The other students were really nice to me and all thought my new look was cool. Isaac texted me today, telling me my new look was hot. "Hey Ray ray, your new look is hot ;)" He texted me. Then not long after Isabell also texted me, "Hey Raygan, your new look is firee! Wanna hang?" she said. I now realize they didn't want to hang out with me because I was ugly, and now that I'm popular and good looking they want to be my friend oh so badly. I sent Isaac a text saying "Hey Isaac! I will be ignoring the fact you ignored me the past days, and act like you didn't just break up with Isabell". And I sent Isabell a text saying "Hey Isabell! I will be ignoring the fact you ignored me the past few days, and act like you didn't just break up with Isaac and I'll act like you won't use my popularity to get a new boyfriend to the list". They didn't respond but some of my friends texted me, telling how Isaac and Isabell are trying to turn them against me because I didn't let them use me. I'm feeling stronger than ever. I'm lucky I was able to get out of the dark hole. Not everyone is able too."
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