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Chapter 1

Jeremiah

Its been what about 6 years since I broke up and lost the love of my life, it broke me in so many ways and it hurt me to a different level. I miss her but things happen and I have to move on and just love her from underneath the stars.

After she passed I started my life as a spy....yea yea you probably think me being a spy is me just eavesdropping and stealing stuff right from underneath people nose well your wrong my life is hard and it's not easy. I have to disguise myself as people sometimes and then I have to sometimes kill people which is not good for the mental but aye it's cool I get paid and get cool gadgets.

I started being a spy three years after Savannah passing. She told me that I would be a great one so I should live up to it and I did exactly that.

I feel bad because three days before I broke up with her for another girl. Savannah moved a lot with her being an assassin and all she moved once to five times a month which didn't give her much time at home or much time with anyone. Especially me, she made promise she failed to keep and I don't blame her because her life was on the line but it was very petty of me to break up with her because I never saw her because she was protecting her brother until he got of age to do assassin stuff. I know petty.

"Hey get out of your head and pay attention."

That's my dad. He's an asshole. He's an abusive asshole, he still is to my ten year old siblings. He's always been like this and he blames it on the alcohol but we all know half the time he isn't really drunk he just does it for the fucking fun of it. But me, I get it the worse since I'm older and can take him myself.

"I'm not in my head I'm paying attention." I slightly rolled my eyes and held my sniper up and focused on my target.

As a spy you sometimes have to kill, no it's not an assassin business it's just sometimes shit doesn't go your plan.

"Either you shoot him or I do." I said to my dad while looking at him. I tightened my finger around the trigger but didn't pull it back.

"Shoot him and your dead when we get home."

"Dad it's not going as planned then shoot. That's the fucking rule." I looked at him and he rolled his eyes and nodded. I pulled the trigger and my dad groaned and stood up and took the gun.

"Fucking asshole, just couldn't wait could you."

"You gave the order after I asked so don't try to fucking blame be for an order you gave consent to." I said while he walked away. He stopped and looked at me.

"Get to he car now."

"I think I'll drive myself home." I walked past him and went to my motorcycle so I couldn't get home before him so he wouldn't take his anger out in the kids.

I got home and walked in and my little sister came and hugged my leg along with my brother.

"Hey so here's the deal we are gonna play a game called hide and seek okay , you guys hide and when dad goes to bed I'll come find you, then we will go out for ice cream and go see some friends, deal."

"Deal." They walked up stairs then the front door opened. Yup he's drunk.

He swung and I blocked it and kicked his side. He let out a groan then he pinned me down and punched me until I coughed up blood. He pushed him off and punched him until he bleed, he cut my side with a knife. I took a step back and then punched him and he let out a groan and stayed down.

"Honestly I don't know what mom sees in you." I said while I looked at him groan in pain on the floor. I felt my side bleeding out but not to bad where a emergency room is needed.

I went upstairs to go find the kids which was fun for them but not so fun for me, only because of the meaning behind it. They think we are just playing a fun game of hide and seek but when I'm reality there hiding from my dad.

"Hey you found us." I chuckled and picked up my sister.

"Yes I did, Caleb can you put your shoes on and grab Bella's please." He nodded and quickly put his on and quickly grabbed his tablet along with Bella's shoes and tablet.

He held my hand and we walked downstairs.

"What's wrong with papa?" Caleb asked me and I let out a sigh and I looked at him.

"He's just badly hurt and a little off the grown up juice." He nodded and walked towards the door. I grabbed the keys and we walked outside.

I placed them in the car and got in myself. I drove to James house which is Savannah's younger brother. We stayed friends after we broke up because we were friends before and plus Savannah was never the type to make me stop hanging out with her brother when we broke up because she said that I was the only person he actually could sit in a a room with and not be judged by his silence.

"Uncle James." Caleb and Bella ran up to him and he smiled.

"Hey guys." He looked up at me and then looked back down at the them. "Why don't you guys go to see Veronica in the kitchen I'm sure she has some ice cream or something." They Yay'ed and left. "I got some bandages upstairs I-I-if you wanna g-g-get cleaned up." He had a stutter which I thought was cool actually. I nodded and he followed me upstairs to the room.

"Thanks for the bandages." He nodded and pulled them out and along with the peroxide and other shit. "How you doing?"

"Same old same old."

"James, how you been?" 

"I still have the same b-b-break d-d-downs over her but o-o-okay."

"I'm sorry bro." I took my shirt off and leaned to the side. I took the cotton ball and wetted it in the alcohol peroxide mixture and patted it on my let out a subtle groan and the sting before putting the bandage on. "Thanks for the stuff." He nodded and put it back.

I left to go see Veronica but I passed by Savannah room.

"It still looks the same, red and black." I mumbled to myself.

"Yea she was very dark and quiet." I turned to see Veronica. She's Savannah best friend that she met in LA. I looked at her and she lightly hugged my side.

"Hey beautiful." I've always called her beautiful because she is and she also doubts herself a lot so I that's her nickname from me.

"Hey handsome."

"Do you think Caleb and Bella stay here for a while? I kinda got to do some stuff with my dad."

"Yea sure of course, do you want to come back here and stay?"

"Nah I got another mission for tomorrow."

"Okay handsome well yes they can stay and I will protect them with all my love." I chuckled at her. "I miss her."

"I miss her too but she would want us to be standing here pouting so would want us to be productive."

"Yes she would so go, go be productive they are already asleep so go." I chuckle and left.

God times are fucking different which is okay I'm used to change.