Private Journal of Percy Jackson

4th Entry

December 13,2004

It's been a few weeks since I came back from the hospital. A few weeks ago I drank bleach. My mom could've made a pool from how much tears she cried. But Gabe looked so happy to see me in the hospital, but not happy at the bill. I wish they didn't take me to the hospital because it cost my mom so much money. Now I just feel sad.

But other than that I swear I controlled the water. I freaked out and a teacher noticed and thought I was insane. But that Grover kid with the limp came up to me and maybe it was just me but he for once he wasn't limping.

But now i have a new friend. I could almost call him my best friend. As long as he does not see the scars then he will want to stay my friend. Any of my other 'friends' left when I thought I could trust them and told them my secrets. But knowing my past nothing is gonna change. I'm just gonna tell him and he is going to run away and tell everyone.

All I know is i ruin and mess up everything . My life sucks.