INTROVERT ED

LOST?

All the time in office, she ignored in best way possible, she didn't we thought to look at me properly for once, I just thought of this situation that will happen after I tell her my feelings but this all went before that. At once she looked at me, but went away again. At the end of the day, I got up from the desk, took my entire bag and all and went near the stairs, I saw her going down the stairs with Soham, both talking and laughing. At least she was happy and had a smile, I got down with a bit distance from her, I thought she will stop for me around the gate, she did not, and she left the office sitting on the back seat of Soham's bike. I just looked and travelled by bus all alone until I reached my house. I was lost. I got into house, the old uncle was looking at me, and he saw my sad face. I took the office bag out of my shoulder and opened the door.

'Are you okay, beta?' he asked.

'Don't know, uncle,' I said and went in house and closed the door. I did not have a mood to talk to anyone right now. For that small thing, she just stopped talking to me?

I watched TV shows for a while, it did not help, I scrolled Instagram, a message popped up, it was rare for me, no one ever messages me if it is not work or something, if I try to talk to them there replies tell that they don't want to talk to me. It was a follow request by Tania_05, I clicked on the profile, it was Tania's pic on the profile, she had tied her hair up, with the specs, she was smiling all her heart out, with some green pot in background, her bio stated 'A human' that was it. I loved when people din't type shit in there bio. I accepted her request and followed her back, though I was angry with her, the only one going in my mind was her. She accepted it. She texted me 'Hey! How you doin?'

I replied 'How is part going?'

'More 1 hour to go,' she texted.

'Good, enjoy,'

'I am going to someone's house right now,'

'Who?'

'Someone, who is angry with me,' she said.

'Who is it?' I knew it was not me because there was no chance she would come and meet me, I had this feeling always.

She did not reply to the message, she left the message on seen, few moments later door bell rang, I thought it was uncle again, I never hated him or ignored him, it was just that I was not into a mood right now. I got up from my bed, walked out of the room, my bed room was messy, I never got proper time to clean up this, I got this single bed with a study table near the window, above that all the books are there, Let us leave the topic of my cupboard.

I opened the door, it was by my surprise TANIA! I did not expect her to be here at this time, I kept her waiting there, I got lost into her again.

'Can I just come in, Ani?' she said. I opened the door, she was wearing the party wear, all that goofy/ glittering dress, she had removed her specs this time, and she even looked good without them.

'At my house?' I said, surprised.

'You are coming with me to the party,' she said and held my hand, I was not that ready, thank God I was not wearing the shorts, I was wearing a black color three quarter and a yellow color T-shirt.

'You came here to pick me up?' I asked.

'Yeah, I am sorry for that freaking fight, I did not want to have it, but it just felt you had nobody without me, I don't want you to be again alone after I go,' she said, calmly.

'Why will you leave me?'

'Get ready for the party,' she said.