Soldier and Flower

Experimenting

I lied down on the examination bed and he gave me a pill and a glass of water. I first was confused. But then he told me that this was penicillin.

"Du wirst es brauchen." You'll need it. He said to me.

I swallowed it and felt dizzy. Then he went out of the room a minute later a tiny guy stepped into the room.

"Hello Miss y/l/n my name is Dr. Zola and my friend here said you would be perfect for our little experiment."

Then he pulled out a syringe. He put the syringe on my arm an pushed it in. It hurt so much that I tried to screamed but I wasn't able to. Then I fainted.

I woke up in a room with a bright celling the room was very bright all in all. I looked at the right side of my bed and I saw a chair with some clothes. Then I looked to the left side and I saw a chair with my old clothes and on top of it there was the little box. I tried to reach it but I couldn't feel my body. Suddenly I was panicking but I started feeling my body again it was the feeling of when your blood rushes back into your leg when you sat on it. I tried to sit up in the bed. When I finally did it, I was so dizzy that I almost fainted again. But I did it, I wore a white night gown. I wavered to the one window when I looked outside, I realised that I'm still in Kreischberg. A few moments later a nurse, or what I believed was a nurse, opened the door.

"Are you alright?"

"Yes, just a bit dizzy."

"I'm here to ask you to wear these cloths and please take this pill."

I took the pill and felt better. Then the nurse left and I tried to put on the cloths. It was a pair of pants made out of a stretchy material and a white shirt with a hydra printed on the right side. The shirt was a bit too big but the pants suited me very well. After I got dressed, I picked up the box and opened it the pictures, the watch and my drawing were still there. I held the picture of Bucky close to my chest I closed my eyes and felt my heart racing, a tear ran down my cheek. Then the door opened a man with a big gun pointed towards the door.

"Komm dein Training kann nicht warten." Come on your training can not wait.

We both walked through the hallways and got into a lift. The lift went down when we got out of the lift, we were standing in a big hall with lots of training equipment. Sally was standing next to a big guy with lots of mussels. I looked at him with fear Sally went towards me.

"Raimund please attack her. Y/n defend yourself."

I just started running but he was way faster then me. He grabbed me by the neck and started strangling me. I tried to punch him in the face. I kicked him into the private part then he let me go.

"Good job." Sally said.

"Thank you." I replied.

"I wasn't talking to you." Sally answered.

"I'm sorry but at the end you will know how to defeat him and some other big guys. We'll train every day till I say we are done and we are never down."

"I'm not ready. I never going to be able to do this."

"You are ready, just focus on your body and what you could do with it."

I started with punching and kicking the air. After hours of training, I was so sweaty and tired. Sally said that should go back to my room and rest.

"Just put the clothes in the basket next to your door."

I put the dirty clothes in the basket next to my door, just like Sally told me to do. I put on the white night gown and lied down into the bed. It was the best and the worst feeling ever. Then I realised where I am and what I am doing. I immediately had to think about my dad and my friend. What if they actually would have killed him and my friend what if she is not well. I was so rude to her last time we saw each other. I grabbed the box and pressed it against my chest. I started crying. I fell asleep while crying.

In my dream me and my dad were sitting on our kitchen table both smiling. Bucky entered the room and gave me a kiss on my forehead. He wore his uniform all perfectly ironed and straight. He grabbed my hand and we both walked through the door. I was wearing a white dress. We strolled down the road towards the church. We went over to the crematory and stopped in front of a gravestone. I looked at Bucky then I looked at the gravestone and it read: Sargent James Buchanan Barnes. I looked at Bucky again and he started fading into the sky. I began to cry and fell on my knees.

I woke up sweating and my whole body was hurting. I looked at the right side of my bed the shirt and the pants were folded perfectly. On the desk next to the window there was standing a bowl filled with water, a glass of water and a pill. I got up and took the pill. This time it was boost of power I felt like I just gained so much strength, I couldn't believe it. Then I washed myself. Someone opened the door it was the same guy from yesterday. He pointed towards the hallway and we both went back to the training room.