Soldier and Flower

Training

Every day I did the same things: waking up, taking a pill, washing myself, meeting the guy, walking to the training room, getting attacked, punching and kicking the air, do some normal workout.

After I completed the kicking and punching sessions, I was allowed to eat something. Often, it was just some bread with eggs. After the normal workout I had dinner which was mostly just chicken with rice and some vegetables. When I got to bed, I always tried to not think about my dad but I just couldn't stop myself of thinking about him. My last thought before I started sleeping was always Bucky and what he was doing right now.

The other day Sally said to me:

"This is going to be your bandage from now on. They will protect you and help you fight our enemies."

She gave me two white cotton stripes. She took my hand and showed me how to wrap them around my hand. It was pretty easy. Next, she went into a room and brought me a punching bag. Sally told me that I should try to punch and kick it. I tried to punch it but it didn't move centimetre. I kicked it and it fluctuated a bit.

"You can do better, y/n!"

I looked her in the eyes and suddenly I saw pure evil. I was surprised and punched the bag as hard as I was able to. The bag swung back to me I barley could rescue myself by jumping to the left side. Sally looked at me and then she turned her back to Raimund and whispered to him:

"Bringen Sie mir Doktor Zolar. Der soll sich das anschauen und beurteilen ob sie noch eine Injektion bekommen soll." Bring me doctor Zolar. He should have a look at this and he should judge if she gets a second injection.

A few minutes later Dr. Zolar entered the training room and I had to show him the punch I did earlier. He said something to Sally but I could make out what they were saying.

"Please, Miss y/l/n come with me.", Dr. Zolar said in a friendly voice.

We walked back to the room where I got my first injection. He gave me penicillin again and pulled out a syringe again. I was already prepared for what was following now. He pushed it into my arm and it hurt again but not so much as the first time. Which was when I suddenly couldn't make out which day of the week it was. I asked Dr. Zolar which day of the week it was and he answered that it was Thursday. I asked him if I could have calendar and a pen. He asked me why would want such things but he will see what he could do.

All of a sudden one of the gun guys stormed into the room. He screamed:

"Wir haben ihn kommen Sie!" We got him come with me.

Dr. Zolar ran out of the room they both didn't close the door. I got up but my arm was hurting I thought about sitting down again. But I tried to followed them. Both sprinted down the hallways when they got into the lift, I took the stairs.

On one of the last floors, they stopped they walked through a door I stopped it on the last second so I could sneak in too.

I couldn't believe what I was seeing there. It was Bucky my eyes wide opened a tear rolled down my cheek. I wanted to go to him hug him and say everything is going to be okay. But instead, I was hiding behind a desk with doctors' equipment on it. I tried not to be so loud but I just could not hold back my tears. Dr. Zolar did something to Bucky that he started screaming then they left the room. I stayed for a while just watching him breathe. Then I kneeled down to him and hugged him he was mumbling his name and some numbers. Without me noticing a man opened the door and grabbed me. I started screaming. Bucky looked at me and I saw tears in his eyes then everything was dark. I almost thought I was dead when I saw Bucky smiling at me. I woke up in a car I asked where we are going. But they didn't answer me. Sally was sitting next to me she looked so messed up. Her hair was opened and it looked like she cried.

When we arrived, I didn't know where we were. The whole ride no one was talking or saying anything. So, I sort of lost track of time. Sally got out of the car and opened the trunk she handed me the box. I started smiling and hugged her. She just turned her back and walked away I followed her. We reached a small cabin. Sally opened the door with a code. Then she walked inside. Pointed at a door and said:

"This where you'll sleep and this is the bathroom, here to your right. Clothes and washing supplies are laying on your bed. Good night y/n."

"Thank you... Good night."

The two guys who sat in the front of the car looked at me and then walked off in their rooms. I got undressed, brushed my teeth and lied in bed. I grabbed the box and looked at the picture of Bucky. Then I was sleepy and slept. In the morning I asked what happened yesterday and for how long we are staying here.

"Yesterday, Captain America broke into our facility and with him he took his soldiers."

"So, Captain America freed them?"

"...Yes."

"For how long are we staying here?"

"Until I receive a call that everything is safe."

"What is not safe?"

"Captain America is trying to eliminate HYDRA. But he won't succeed."

The next week Sally and I trained so much that I almost forgot what it is like having a normal life. A normal life... that's everything I wanted at this point.

We lived in that cabin for a few weeks then we received the call. Sally picked up the phone after the call we got into the car and drove forever. We ended up in the Swiss alps. Sally and I got out of the car and I saw people dragging a body.

I couldn't make out if the person was alive or dead. I was worried I have seen dead bodies before but I was concerned about that specific one. So, I asked Sally if she knows who this is, but she wasn't able to tell me.

We stayed there not for long maybe a half a year. But I got better in training because I finally stopped thinking about Bucky. He only existed in my dreams. Then we had to move again.

I was sitting in my room reading a German book, to practice a bit. Then I heard two guys talking in French. I was confused but I could make out some words.

"Ce Soldat de l'Hiver, il a un bras en métal." That Winter Soldier he has a metal arm.

"C'est sa plaque d'identité." This is his dog tag.

"James Buchanan Barnes, nom stupide." Stupid name.

They started fighting and something hit the floor but they didn't notice. I opened my door and it was a dog tag. It was Buckys dog tag. I opened the box with the pictures, the drawings and the watch and placed the dog tag right next to the watch. The watch had a green stone on the case the gold it was made of already started to fade.

 Then my training started. It was hard as usual but the thought that Bucky could be alive cheered me up a little bit. At the end of the training Sally gave me my first gun and said try to shoot something. I pointed at the wall and asked if this would be good.

"No, y/n you have to put one leg in front of the other, grab the gun with both hands. Now focus on the target."

"What is my target?"

"The wall."

I pulled the trigger and it was so loud that my ears started hurting. I looked down to my feet and started crying.