Hellish Love

CHAPTER 3 : [1]

Her smile is too bright. Even brighter than her thick hair. She is probably competing with the ray of the sun. I almost rolled my eyes at the stupidity she holds. Can she not? Disgust only continued to color my countenance as gibberish words came out of her dirty mouth. At the same time, I would not stop her. I need a companion every day. I could have anyone else with me yet I want her, hence I must bear with this situation. After all, friends disgust each other.

Guess I am also stupid. But, what else can I do? She is always there for me. When I have something, at least. And I am also always there for her. It is mutual. This is normal. For me at least. Friends are always there for each other. Yeah, totally normal.

Her thick lips finally pursed the second she analyzed the expression I am wearing. Thank God. Her eyes narrowed, in contrast to the rounded natural ones she had just a while ago. Still looks pretty as shit. I just need to put the worst-looking trash bin on her to complete her look. "Okay, what the hell is wrong with avocados?"

"I hate those toxic green-ass fruit." You know that. I wanted to add disappointingly. But, she must have intentionally did it to annoy me. And it is working because I did not get a chance to eat this morning.

"You are grounded for the month!"

"Do not get out of your bedroom unless you are off to school."

"I dare you to disobey. This household is monitored. You are monitored. One more and you will see."

I hate them. So much.

Wondering when I will manage to run away, I immediately kept in mind that I need this black credit card. I would deal with their annoying asses soon enough when I will finally decide to go independent in my life.

"Fine, I heard that the canteen is selling seafood today." She scoffed when I showed off my best grin, flashing my teeth, forgetting my previous thoughts. Yet it dropped as soon as I remembered that the break time is still in about two hours. We just got here in school and all I could think of is seafood along with my worthy attention. At least she is quite aware of what I did like. "Now what is up again?"

"Break time is far from starting." I sighed, thinking of my usual routine at school. The first class will start soon, and school will jail me for another year. It is alright I think. I will just have to rebel anyway. "I will just order food. You want some?"

"Yes please." She happily smiled. We are always like this. "By the way, you got the vitamins?"

A frown formed on my expression.

This is it.

"Ditch Seung-Wan. Come with me tomorrow."

"Alright, alright, I promise to get some for you. Just, please, be with me?"

"Thank you, girlfriend! Let us take all attention in the first day of classes."

"No." I scrunched my nose. I would never buy those even for her. I do not know why she takes them. She is basically ruining her life nor did I care. No, I actually do. Her steps came to a stop with my reply. The innocence she had faded. Now I knew why. The only reason we are walking together is because I promised to do it but I did not. My mind is still straight, unlike her. More like we had different illegal habits.

"What?!" She raised her voice, getting a bit of attention from the other students. Her high tone became sharper and more stern. Disappointed? I do knot know. Mad? For sure. A lot of curious looks, it is bending my nerves. My brain stopped working for a bit as those hit my spot. Looks like the two of us have our minds crooked right now. "You promised me! Why did you not do it?"