"I think I'm ready to tell him how I truly feel," Mikey admitted to Senju.
"Well that's great. Do you have anything on how?" Senju asked.
That..Mikey needs help with. Should he take Takemichi somewhere nice? Did he have to dress fancy? What if he fumbles over his words?
"Mikey, You're stressing," Senju said.
"I am not," Mikey said.
"You're tapping your left foot aggressively," She pointed down.
Mikey looked down, and yeah he was doing that. Can she blame him? He basically just worked up the courage to say that he's gonna tell Takemichi that He was in love with him.
"Can you blame me?" He asked. He doesn't know how to do this.
"Mikey.. Whatever happens, Takemichi will not leave your side. Trust me" She patted his shoulder.
He hates that saying. "I'll never leave you!" because nobody knows what the days hold. He knew..He knew what being left behind felt like.
He doesn't know what he'll do if Takemichi walks away from him. If the boy he grew to adore and love, looked at him with anger with disgust.
He knew he fell in love with Takemichi, When the thought of him leaving made his eyes water and heart ache.
Would it sound strange for what he would admit to him? Most definitely, but he knew if he didn't say anything now. He'd live to regret ever loving from afar.
"If anything..I'd say he's also in love with you. You're both just too dumb to realize that" Senju said.
"I honestly doubt it" Mikey replied.
"There it is! You're both self-doubting yourselves. Honestly.. It's not that hard to believe in yourself," Senju explained.
"You have people tell you that that Omega you're in love with needs a damn Alpha" Mikey shot back.
"Touché" Senju folded her arms.
Mikey put his face onto his hands. His mind was everywhere. He can't focus, and he needs to though.
"If anything, I would assume Takemichi would make the first move. He's obviously bolder if terms of romance" Senju stated.
"Is that supposed to make me feel better or something?" Mikey asked.
"Mikey..I'm sure whatever you do. He'll love it," She said.
"I can't just show up nervous! That'll just make him nervous and then I'll fuck up on confessing" Mikey responded.
"I wonder what Toman would say if they saw how their leader is reacting about doing a love confession?" She wondered.
"I'm truly pathetic, Aren't I?' He said.
"No. You're nervous, completely understandable. You just need to understand..that almost everyone knows you're both pining after each other. Dumbass" Senju explained.
"Does everyone think that?" He asked.
"Everyone with a brain at least," She replied.
Was he truly the only one who didn't see that?
"Alright..I can do this" Mikey reassured himself.
He just needs to believe in himself. That's all..just a little bit of faith in himself. Just like what Shinichiro used to say.
"It's better to let people know than stay in the dark"
"Mikey. Your eye is twitching" Senju said to him.
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𝙸 𝚆𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝙰𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚈𝚘𝚞 || {MAITAKE}
Hayran KurguHe wasn't anything special, just a normal plain beta. But..He loves Takemichi.. People keep telling him that Takemichi needs an "Alpha" so he'll do anything to protect Takemichi until he finds one. Even if it means suffering the pain of love. //Cros...