𝙸 𝚆𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝙰𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚈𝚘𝚞 || {MAITAKE}

🎀 Chapter 7🎀

He couldn't get it out of his head. Well..He couldn't get him out of his head.

Takemichi provided a lot of comfort and warmth to Mikey. Just knowing he was by his side..how close he was to Takemichi yesterday night. That was the closest Mikey has ever been in terms of hearing his heartbeat.

How loud it was, the rapid beat and it was comforting. Call him weird and what not, he just found it comforting the moment he hugged Takemichi.

Normally he was towered over by Takemichi, even if he was a little shorter than the boy. He didn't tower over him but he felt like he did.

Every time Hugs, Hand Holding was exchanged he just wanted to tighten them. It was sweet how much Takemichi didn't mind it, but Mikey was scared.. terrified.

One of these days, Takemichi will be with his lover and Mikey will have to leave. No more hugs..no closeness. The reassurance of not being alone.

He won't be able to hear that from him anymore. He didn't really know..if Takemichi does find an Alpha who he loves and loves him back..Where did that leave Manjiro?

Would he be able to move on from that? He should, right? Love isn't always gonna be in your favor.

Why did it hurt though? The thoughts of Takemichi not wanting him.

He was terrified. For when Takemichi finds out that the Strong Beta Boy is in love with him...he would leave as a friend.

That the happiness that was caused by him, would slowly become mere memories that would cause tears of sadness.

He didn't wanna become lonely again. Not because of his own feelings.

"Mikey?"

Why couldn't he just sulk in peace? Someone always has to ruin the moment.

Mikey turned his head. "Just letting yourself into my house now, Baji?" Mikey asked.

"Shouldn't leave the spare key under the potted plant" Was Baji's response.

"You know inviting yourself into places is my thing" Mikey said.

Baji raised an eyebrow. And sat in front of the blond.

"You're upset, What's wrong?" Baji asked.

"I'm not upset, just bored," Mikey replied.

He knew Baji wasn't gonna let it go. They've been friends since childhood, he wasn't just gonna let him sulk.

"It's mostly just my friendship with Michi," Mikey said, rubbing his neck nervously.

"What about it?" Baji questioned.

"You think...Do you think he'll hate me if he finds out I'm in love with him?" Mikey asked.

"Mikey.." Baji started.

He didn't wanna be hated. He's made people fear him out of being scared himself. But..He didn't want Toman.. Takemichi to hate him.

He'd never be able to see the end of Takemichi's face if that were the case. He wouldn't be able to get the disgusted look out of his head if Takemichi ended like hating him.

The shameful look that would spread across his face, if he were to get if Takemichi ever said anything about it.

Of course..He wanted someone to tell him that Takemichi wouldn't hate him. Just to have the little hope that the happy boy he fell for wouldn't give a look of sadness in his direction.

"Of course. He wouldn't hate you.. Feelings are uncontrollable in terms of emotions" Baji said.

Baji gave a concerned look. Why is he?