Slow burn (mxm) [SB]

Chapter 4

"You're about the first friend I've had since I was put in jail... thank you, Simon" Simon smiled. "You're welcome" they walked more, they started to hear the waterfall and Tinka froze in place, Simon turned to look at Tinka. "Tinka-?" Simon kinda reached over to Tinka's hand but before Simon got his hand close to Tinka's Tinka turned around and started running back down the trail. Simon was about to call out or chase Tinka but remembered  what he said earlier. Tinka was already out of Simon's sight.

He does run fast- Simon then realized he was in the forest alone. Oh shit-- fuck... please get back soon Tinka... fuck... Simon gets kinda scared about being alone in a forest. he looked around and only saw trees and the trail, he started overthinking things which made him panic more. he didn't realize how much time had passed until he heard footsteps approaching him so he looked in the direction they were coming from and froze. he then saw it was Tinka who was walking back to Simon, Simon relaxed and Tinka walked over and stopped right in front of Simon. Simon had to look up to see Tinka. "Are you oka-"

Simon was cut off when Tinka grabbed his arm and started walking back where they came from, Simon was kinda walking, kinda being dragged by Tinka. they got out of the forest and TInka let go of Simon but kept walking. Simon walked after Tinka but then realized how fast Tinka actually walked so he had to kinda run kinda speed walk just to barely keep up with Tinka's normal walking speed. Simon realized they were walking towards Tinka's apartment.

They got to Tinka's apartment place and Tinka grabbed Simon's arm once again and started walking to his apartment, Tinka unlocked his door and walked in while dragging Simon. Tinka let go of Simon once inside and closed the door. "Tinka! why did you basically drag me here!?" Tinka turned to face Simon.

"I shouldn't be alone right now... you don't need to do anything other than be in the same room as me... you won't be harmed" Simon got shocked and kinda scared. "W-why?... what are you going to do!?" Tinka slightly sighed. "Simon... listen... I'm an extremely violent person... I don't want to go attack someone and get put in jail again... just listen and stay with me, I won't hurt you" Simon got more scared. "N-no! I don't want you to hurt me!" 

"I won't hurt you..."  Simon slightly backed up. "Why should I believe that !!? you're a lying criminal!!" Tinka was trying to keep himself calm but Simon calling him a 'lying criminal' set him off, he moved towards Simon and pushed him against the wall while holding his neck, threatening to choke Simon. "Listen..."

"Get away from me!!" Tinka moved closer and started choking Simon. "I said listen" Simon started struggling and trying to get free from Tinka. "I didn't want to do this... I don't want to be..." Simon got even more scared and started kicking and flailing to try to get Tinka away and himself free, it wasn't working. Simon was fearing for the worst. He has been charged with sexual assault... and second degree murder... along with manslaughter... 

Tinka lifted Simon up by his neck then held Simon differently and walked over to his couch and Simon panicked more. He's going to either kill me or assault me... Tinka threw Simon onto his couch and moved on top of Simon. Simon was ready for the worst but nothing bad happened, Tinka laid down on Simon and used his chest as a not very good pillow. Tinka wrapped his arms around Simon's waist and started to cry a bit. Simon had no idea what to do. Tinka just laid on Simon while crying. He was also saying stuff but Simon couldn't understand.

What is wrong with him?... and what is he saying?! Simon was stuck laying under Tinka while Tinka just cried and said stuff no one could understand. I know he said he is British... but could he also speak another language other than English?...  I can't understand a thing he is saying, I could understand a bit before tho... 

After a bit Tinka isn't crying anymore and hasn't been answering Simon's questions with words, just nodding and shaking his head. it was starting to annoy Simon. "Tinka,  actually speak!" Tinka shook his head. "Why!?" TInka didn't respond. "Can you at least get off me!?" Tinka kinda got up but was now just above Simon while looking down at him. Simon looked at Tinka.

"Get off" Tinka didn't move. "Tinka! get off me!" Tinka didn't. Simon got more annoyed and tried to get out from under Tinka himself but couldn't due to how Tinka was, Simon got even more annoyed. "Tinka!! get off!" Simon kinda yelled. "Get me to be able to see my brothers" Simon was confused. "What-?" Simon slightly tilted his head. "Find a way for me to see my brothers"

"What do you mean?..." Simon wasn't annoyed anymore. "My mother won't let me see my younger brother and I don't know where my other brother moved to, my mother knows... find a way for me to see them" Simon slightly nodded. "Why can't you see your younger brother?" Tinka looked away. "My mother doesn't want him to learn stuff from me and become like me... a criminal..." Tinka looked at Simon. "Oh..."

"She also doesn't want me to turn him gay... those are the only reasons I am here instead of her house with her and my brother... and why she won't tell me where my other brother is..." Simon nodded. "You can't turn someone gay tho..." Tinka nodded. "I'm aware of that... my mother on the other hand isn't..." Simon nodded. "I want to see my brothers..."

"I might get it so you can see them... can you let me sit up?" Tinka nodded and sat down while Simon sat up, Tinka looked at the time. "4... got 6 hours before work..." Simon got a bit confused. "Do you normally talk to yourself?..." Tinka looked at Simon."I mostly do it without noticing... typically only when I'm at home do I talk out loud to myself" Simon nodded. "Ok..." 

Simon for some reason got really uncomfortable for no clear reason, he looked around a bit but didn't see anything that would make him so uncomfortable so fast. he looked Tinka and found that Tinka was just staring at him. "Tinka?..." Simon slightly tilted his head. "I have always wondered why you wear an eye patch on your left..."

"O-oh..." Simon slightly shifted but couldn't move much. "May I know why or see what's under it?" Simon shook his head. "No... I would much rather not show you... or anyone for that matter..." TInka nodded. "What if you got a lover? would you show them?"