Slow burn (mxm) [SB]

Chapter 21

Cai put his hand on Simon's face again. "Stop! Get away!!" Simon got uncomfortable. "Make me then, if you want me to get away from you then actually try rather than just telling me to" Cai moved his hands onto Simon's waist so Simon punched Cai in the shoulder, Cai was surprised for a second so he let go of Simon and Simon backed up to the wall.

"Damn, maybe you can fight" Cai walked over to Simon and Simon kinda started panicking. I have cornered myself- fuck! Simon kicked Cai's leg then punched him in the face, Cai stopped for a second so Simon kinda jumped up and used the wall behind him to make himself go over Cai, he turned around to face Cai who is now also facing Simon. "You can jump..."

"I know... can I go back to work now-?" Cai kinda smiled. "Nope, come on" Cai quickly walked over, Simon tried to punch him but Cai grabbed his wrist and pulled him closer then picked Simon up. "CAI!! PUT ME DOWN!!" Simon tried to get free but Cai was holding him too tightly, Cai walked over to Carter's car where Carter and Tinka were talking. 

Cai opened the back door and threw Simon into the car then Cai also got in the car. "Lock the doors... let's go" Carter shifted. "Uh okay... but where?" Carter kinda looked at Cai. "My house" Carter nodded. "We should get Saxe tho, so my apartment first" Carter nodded again. "Okay. and we ignore that Cai just kidnapped someone..." Cai laughed a bit. "Your acting like I haven't done this before~"

"Well, last time it wasn't your brother's ex-" Cai smiled. "That may be in part that Simon is my only ex..." Carter kinda nodded. "Right- we never dated so I'm not an ex-" Tinka nodded and Carter started driving. Simon tried to sit up but Cai reached over and forced Simon to lay back down. Simon just stared at the car's ceiling while listening to the others talk and the sound of the car driving.

What is going to happen to me?... Will they let me go?... What about Viper!? If they keep me then I won't be able to feed him and he'll notice if I'm not home! Simon started crying again but he didn't notice, they got to Tinka's apartment and Tinka got out to go get Saxe. "Hey, Simon, right?"

"Hm?" Simon kinda looked at Carter. "How did you and Tinka break up?" Simon looked away. "He punched me..." Carter laughed a bit. "Really? You guys broke up over that!? He abused my dog and killed my brother by raping him and I'd still fuck Tinka, and if he ever wants to I'll date him" Simon shifted a bit. "We aren't the same, Carter..."

"Clearly, you can't handle being punched..." Tinka got to the car now and had Saxe, he got in and they saw that Saxe was asleep while laying on Tinka. "Now we go to Cai's house..."

They started driving again. The other 3 started talking while Simon laid there. During one point in the drive Cai put his hand on Simon's right leg/upper thigh. Cai's hand is on me... I don't want to find out what happens if I move... how long is this drive?... It took 10 more minutes before Carter stopped the car, they all got out and Cai picked up Simon. 

Simon let Cai carry him since he was too scared about what would happen. They got into the house and Cai walked to the living room and threw Simon onto the couch. "Stay there... if we find out that you left the couch I'll destroy your phone" Cai showed Simon that he had his phone, Simon didn't know when Cai took it but when he checked his pocket it wasn't there. "Okay... I won't..."

"Good" Cai walked away and Simon looked around. The house is actually pretty good... what time is it?...' Simon saw a clock. '3:30... I would be at home by now... Simon shifted a bit, he heard a dog bark but knew it wasn't Viper since it sounded different.

"Bijn!" It was Tinka. Isn't Bijn the dog Tinka mentioned before?... Simon sat up and looked over where he heard the dog and Tinka, he saw Tinka holding a German shepherd in the air by its collar. "Tinka... please put Bijn down..." it was Carter. "Down? Like dead?!"  Tinka threw Bijn and Carter ran over, he got down and moved Bijn onto his lap.

"Bijn... open your eyes..." Tinka walked over to Carter. "Learn how to make your dog not try to push me down... I'm not getting bit by a dog again... or any animal for that matter..." Carter looked up at Tinka and Simon could see that he was kinda crying. "You could have killed him!!" Carter cried more. "I should... would make things way easier but I'd rather not go to jail again... Viper is a better dog then that... thing" Carter cried even more. "He's not just a thing!! He's my dog!!" Carter held onto Bijn tighter. "Prove it" Carter kinda looked down. "H-he's passed out... I can't..."

"Then he's just a thing... easily disposable, just like you... Viper isn't... Saxe isn't... hell, even Simon isn't! You think I'd be able to find another person like him!?" Carter shifted a bit. "Wa-what about me?..."

Tinka laughed a bit. "Carter... you want to date me that bad?" Carter nodded. "Then learn how to actually make a difference in my life... for the 17 years I've known you you've never had an important event with me... yeah, your the first person I kissed and the first person I fucked but later on those things don't matter! Any of the times I was being hurt by my mother when you were there did you ever stop her!? Did you ever call the police on her!? Did you ever do anything other than just want to fuck me?... Did you ever ask if I was okay with doing something?... Did you ever ask if I'd rather go somewhere else if you knew where we were or were going would remind me of something bad?! Were you ever actually a friend?!" Tinka started crying and Carter was crying more. "That is why I'll never date you... that is why I was so scared when I had hit Simon... that's why I broke up with him... I was to fucking scared that I'd do it again!! I never wanted to hurt him! I only knew him for a month and he's been better than you!"

Tinka turned away from Carter and saw Simon looking at him. "Si-Simon..." Simon was crying and smiled a bit. Tinka ran over and threw himself at Simon, it pushed Simon off the couch and Tinka was kinda on the couch kinda on Simon. Simon hugged Tinka and Tinka hugged him back and cried. "I-I'm..."

"It's okay... I heard what you said to Carter... it's okay..." Tinka moved and was now laying on Simon who was on the floor and both were crying, Simon petted Tinka a bit. Cai now walked into the house and saw Carter sitting with Bijn and crying, he walked over to the couch and saw Tinka laying on Simon and crying, he was surprised. "What happened?..."