𝕒𝕔𝕔𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕚𝕟 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 (𝕓𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟)

chapter 1

could it be easy to forget the past that was always hunting you down and down and down and more deeper and deeper and deeper until you drown in it?

if you could swim you won't drown

will you try and swim even though you dont know how to?

but if you didn't try you will completely be damaged....right?

and that damage doesn't mean 'death' but something more painful and harmful.

if you tried to swim...will it be easy to land without drowning?

maybe.. trying is the only answer

if you didn't try, you won't know if you will drown or, land safely

landing safely after this hideous past is extremely hard...but isn't it worth it?

when you finally pass the level and move on...did this mean that you totally forgot about your horrible past?

absolutely not.

it could maybe try to dig you again deep in its ocean....but you tried once won't you try again?

this past definitely wants you in your terrible state...

will you ever give up...?

life was made to live not to die

to make beautiful moments not ugly moments

to make you happy not sad

but life isn't fair....

maybe you just live to die in the end.

but did you enjoy it?

death is definitely not a thing to enjoy.

so living your life in your happiest state could make that past of yours drown deep in your ocean.

but you would never forget about it

not after million of years.

but you could make a pretty future and to then make it your past so that you will only remember that pretty past of yours.

its hard

its really hard.

but we should never give up.

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walking to college in the very early winter morning made the boy's legs shiver, he was definitely not a morning person.. he hated school and he was sure that he would feel just the same way for college..but either way, if he liked it or not he was going there and nothing could sadly change that.

he liked walking..he liked how the cold like iced air would brush against his reddish cheeks, he liked hearing the bird's tweet while staring at the nature, throughout that his thoughts would just as always break that happy feelings inside of his chest, and suddenly it felt heavy as if he wanted to scream loudly but he just showed silence..

changbin..his younger brother and his other 6 closest friends was just what he truly loved in his depressed life..

he was late.

but here he is, infront of the jyp university

"finally" he softly whispered to himself before entering slightly.

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