The Baby is ours

CHAPTER 15

KAAVIA

Morning sickness,
My present hour reality.
It has become a norm that when I wake up feeling okay, it's seems abnormal.
But waking up feeling okay only happens 2% of an 100.
Today happens to be a day in that 98% .
I woke up feeling nauseous, my head felt light but felt heavy at the same time, it felt like it would roll off my neck.

Now I have my head in the bowl of the toilet, throwing my guts out.

But somehow I low-key look forward to every morning sickness because Trevor would always be there holding my hair and rubbing my back, muttering sweet words to encourage me.

Like he is doing now

" I guess she didn't like the lasagna we ate yesternight"

" She is one picky child"

My stomach was empty, It felt like I threw up my intestines with those lasagna.

My strength was drained, as I got comfortable on the bathroom tiles, Trev sat there with me

"I feel drained"
As I lean back to rest my back, my body colides with his but I was to weak to change position so I just rested my back on his firm chest, and boy did it feel good.

Maybe he noticed how drained I was because he didn't complain about our recent position, instead he pulled me close to him and used his fingers to run circles on my arms.

"I'm sorry for all the stress she is causing you"

"I signed up for this when I decided to do it, I just didn't know it was going to be this way"

" You are strong, we are almost 4 months down right?"

" Yes, she would be 4 months in a week"

" It's all happening so fast, it felt like yesterday when the embryo was imputed in you, I don't think 9 months is enough for me to prepare to be a good father"

"You would be an amazing father Trev, and she would grow to see that and love you"

" I'm reading all of these father hood books and watching videos on YouTube and the more I do this, the more I realize that there are a lot of grounds to cover and this would not be easy. I am always at work and Trish is always going on trips. I don't want her to have distant parents Kaavia"

" When a baby comes, there would always be compromises. Maybe Drawing a time table for days dedicated to her, weekends are dedicated to her, who says you can't take your baby on business trips, you are a freaking CEO.

There would always be compromises, you and Trish would be good parents I promise, when she comes everything would fall in place"

I immediately felt his warm hands on my tummy as he drew circles on it just like I usually do.

" I see why you do this alot, it feels like a way of communicating with her, and in a way she responds. I can feel it, like a little tingle"

" I feel it to, maybe that's why I find my self doing it all the time"

He did not stop drawing those circles and I really didn't want him to because it somehow put me at ease.

" I wish it all works out well…I don't think I have ever wanted to be a father this bad as scary as it looks, and Trish could be a mother and our family will be complete"

" I don't mean to pry but… Mrs Trish, why can't she carry a child?"

" Oh my God! What's going on here, oh my poor baby's eyes. Trevor why you on the bathroom floor? Who the lady? _ wait, No are you cheating on Trish? Well it's about goddamn time"