IS IT LOVE? CTH

The Brit Awards.

Cameras flashed angrily in my face illuminating my panic stricken expression. I tried to push past them but I couldn't move or speak. Burly men dressed in black with huge cameras surrounded me and carried on snapping pictures.

"You're ugly, why are you even with Calum Hood?"

One of them spat at me while shoving a camera in my face.

I tried to scream for Calum's help but every time I opened my mouth no sound came out, I was stuck on the spot with a crowd engulfing me and my arms trying to shove them out of the way. I felt suffocated... I couldn't breath

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I woke up in sweat, bolting right up and shaking.

Just a nightmare, just a nightmare. I told myself over and over again in my head trying to control my panting, short, quick, gasping breaths.

Once I had calmed down I looked round feeling disorientated, until I remembered. I was in a hotel with the lads, sharing a room with Calum. Calum

A shiver ran down my spine as he brought back the memories of my nightmare. I looked over and saw Calum curled up under the covers of the double bed, hogging the left side and breathing heavily still fast asleep.

My phone quietly rang the song Two Fingers by Jake Bugg signaling for me to get up. I lent over the sofa and grabbed my phone switching off the alarm, 10:30 is what my lock screen displayed.

Getting off the sofa, clutching my back from the uncomfortable nights sleep from being cramped up on a sofa I decided to go for a shower. I left mine and Calum's room and walked towards the showers, the rooms were too small to have individual showers. It was completely silent. Everyone was still sound asleep in their own rooms, I kept on making my way to the room with multiple luxury showers, locking the door behind me I climbed into one of the showers.

After I spent a good ten minutes in the shower, appreciating the warm water and space compared to the tiny compartment in the bus. I climbed out and wrapped a towel around my body before realizing I forgot to bring clean clothes to change into with me. Shit. I paced around the bathroom tiles wondering what to do until I had no choice but to walk through the main living room of the building, past everyone's rooms and go back and collect clothes.

I slowly creaked open the door and peeked around to see if anyone had woken up yet. Silence.

I edged around the door trying to be quiet as possible and tip-toed as fast as humanly possible, clutching my towel. Just as I was about to crash through my bedroom door I banged into the breakfast bar stool which made a loud clanging noise.

"For fucks sake" I yelped rubbing my shin, the idea of being quiet going straight out of my head.

"Calum?" I heard Ashton whine sleepily and the sound of a door unlocking.

Adrenaline shot through me and I burst into the room me and Calum were sharing.

"Mia?" I heard a voice say groggily, I woke Calum.

"Shit sorry Cal" I mumbled, heat seeping into my cheeks as I adjusted my towel.

Calum sat up exposing his bare chest, his hair messy with parts fault on his forehead and sections sticking up and falling into his eyes which we are still heavy with sleep. I tried not to stare as he grinned lazily.

"Why are you soakin'?" he questioned amusingly.

"Because I went for a shower before anyone woke up and forgot to bring clothes" I said grumpily.

Calum laughed croakily and shook his head. "You make me laugh sometimes love"

"Yeah well I'm glad I made someone laugh" I mumbled moodily while grabbing clothes to wear. I stood up and looked at Calum who was watching me with a slight seductive grin on his face.