' 'ᴍʏ ʟᴜᴄᴋʏ ꜱᴛᴀʀ~' ' "私の." Yandere! Nagito X Fem! Reader.

~bittersweet non-memories~

(Y/n POV)

I slowly opened my eyes and look at my surroundings. Where am I? This isn't home. I look to my left and spot a girl with purple hair and a shy demeanor. She seemed focused on something though, so I ignored her and let her be.

"Ugh.." This headache hurts like hell. I'm honestly a little dizzy.. Who is that girl over there?

"Um.. Excuse me, do you mind telling me where we are..?" I ask. What a stupid question. It was overly obvious I was sitting in a hospital bed, inside a hospital's room..overall, most likely in a HOSPITAL.

"You're awake!!" Her face was happy for a short while before turning serious. "You're in the island's hospital. I'll be your nurse and caretaker for now.. Can you tell me how you're feeling..?"

"Well, I have a horrible headache, and it's honestly making me super light headed and dizzy. Um, back to what you said.. What do you mean 'island's hospital'? What island?"

The girl's eye brows furrow as she asks me an abundant of questions that I honestly don't know the answer to.

"You're asking me all these other people's names but I don't even know yours.. You seem oddly familiar but I haven't a clue." I awkwardly look at the girl. She seemed to be around my age, and she obviously seemed to know me.

".. It's mikan.." She seemed to go deep into concentration with something on her mind, so I look away and stare at the ceiling, solely accompanied by my thoughts.

After what I'm guessing was a couple minutes, a girl with purple hair taps on my shoulder.

"What's m-my name..?" She timidly asks.

I've never met this girl before.

"Um, I don't know.. What is it?" After saying that, she looks a little more determined and confidence slowly began swallowing her features.

"So you really do have memory loss.. And it's short-term.."

She began mumbling big words and what I'm guessing is medical procedures quietly. I quickly caught the drift and looked out of the window. It was an extremely gorgeous day. A door shuts behinds me and I whip my head around, only to find no one there. Oh well. I look back out the window, eventually caught in my own world when the door opens.

"(Y/n).." A seemingly masculine voice mutters.

I look around to be greeted to a boy with faded whispy white hair. His skin was as white as the sheets I lay on, and he seemed to struggle to stand.

"Yes..? Do you need help..?" Who is this.. Sickly boy and why does he know me?

(Since I'm so nice to you readers, I'll put in quotations on what nagito really meant to say after he said it, so the story makes more sense..)

".. Oh, damnit..i knew you were ok. I wasn't worried at all." (Oh, thank goodness.. I didn't know if you were ok. I was so worried.)  Despite his.. Rude remark, a wave of relief seemed to wash over him after he saw me.

"Who are you?" After i say this, his face contorted into one you would see in a horror movie. He looked petrified for a second or two, but quickly relaxed.

"It isn't Nagito.. You don't know me." (It's Nagito.. You know me.) Huh?

"Yeah, you're right. I don't know you.." This conversation is making me even more dizzy and confused than before.

"I- um.." He seemed to hesitate speaking. He just walked over to me and hugged me. tightly. I squirmed in his grasp, as would anyone.. Who wants a hug from a random person??

"Get off..! I dont know you!" He frowned and a face mixed of sadness and frustration made way to him, but was quickly recovered with mischief and joy.

"You're right, you dont. Your memory is perfectly fine.. Im not your beloved..!"  (Yes you do. Your memory is failing..im your beloved..!)  He seemed to be straining to say this. Why is he talking this way? Its confusing me! Wait, could it maybe be a game?

"... Are you telling me the opposite of what you really mean..?" He noded profusely in response.

My brain could barely strain to remember what he even said to me before.

"So, what you're saying is... You're my beloved?" If this is true, why cant I remember? Did I get hit on the head and now I can barely remember anything?

I look back over to the boy. He seemed trust worthy. Eh, despite looking... Yeah.
He clearly got excited and happy when I said this, his face turned a dark crimson as he started mumbling to himself.

"I'm terribly sorry, I can't seem to remember almost anything at all..!" I apologized to the boy I must've been dating, and quickly offered a hug. (Which he instantly accepted.)  ".. So, Nagito, right? I think that if I'm in the same room as someone and they do something to keep my attention and memory on them, I won't forget.." (˵ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°˵)

The boy blushed wildly from my suggestion.

"(Y/n).." He hadn't moved from my arms since hugging me, in fact, he seemed awfully comfortable. "I really want to move again." (I really don't want to move.) I smiled at the thought of someone wanting to stay by my side. 

"Do you just want to stay here then? you don't have to move." He hugs me tighter in response. I'll take that as a 'yes'. I begin playing with his soft hair, the smell of ocean water and cologne radiates from it.

It's a nice smell.

Knock Knock.

Nagito grumbles at the door, but keeps his head buried in my neck.

"Come in~!" I sing. The door opens to a boy with short brunette hair and a button up white shirt with a green tie. "What's your name?"

"Erm, it's Hajime.. What's Nagito doing?" he points to Nagito, still hugging me tightly.

"Nothing." Nagito turns his head toward hajime. he coughs and chokes up.

Hajime quickly runs over and picks up Nagito. I catch a glimpse of his face and see he was foaming from the mouth. His forehead was a light pinkish red and his eyes were shut.  

"Sorry, (Y/n). I'll be taking Nagito back to his room, He's really not stable to be around others." I begin to tear up. D o n ' t   a b a n d o n   m e . . . !

"W-wait!" I reach out for them but they were already out of the door. I stare up at the ceiling and rock back and forth, until i couldn't even remember where I was.

A girl with purple hair and a boy with brown hair walks in.

"(Y/n)?" I silently look over. I'm surprised i even remember my name anymore.

 "Are you ok? We heard you crying in the other room.." The boy timidly asks.

"... Where am I?"

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So, as you can tell, it's pretty difficult for Y/n right now. I could do a time skip, or keep us going through Y/n's troubles.

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Sorry about not updating!! I really fell out of my dr phase and school started up and it was all a huge thing. thank you all for being patient and kind! I really appreciate the stars and people commenting! it makes me super happy!!!