The 1 - chaeyu

7

  There I was sitting in the university's garden. I was sitting next to Somi, I didn't need no more time I was finally sure about what I wanted and who I needed in my life and it was Tzuyu. That was my last chance to show her that she could trust me again.

   I was there with her just to break up whatever we were having at the time. She was worried I could see the fear in her face, but after my conversation with Mina, I can't trust on Somi anymore.

— "Why did you call me here?" She asked bitting her nails.

— "Can I be straightfoward with you? " I said standing up.

— "If you want to talk about the same thing we did last week just forget about it, I know you are lost and maybe confused but that's something nomal in relationship, I will give you the time you need..." She answered making me sit again.

— "Somi, just stop doing it, both of us know how you want to make an unconfortable relationship lasts forever by manipulating my thoughts, and life isn't like that, you know you will find someone who can treat you like you deserve, but that someone won't be me."

— "But. No... You can't leave me after all what we did, together... Just think about it, I won't find someone better as you are. Will you find someone as me?"

— "Somi, you will find someone other than me who can actually love you and appreciate you for who you are, I did't do it and I won't either because I do not like you, I do not have romantic feeling for you, I am so sorry..."

— "What did I do wrong? I did always tried to be what you needed, I always tried to be Tzuyu but that wasn't enough." She said drying her tears.

— "You don't have to be someone else to make someone happy, maybe that is the reason we are ending right now, I never knew the real you. I have to go now, I'm so sorry but the good memories will always stay in my mind..."

  I felt too bad for her but it was the best for the both of us. Would it be fair for her to be with someone who didn't love her and for me to be with someone who I didn't love? I was a very possitive person, it was sad of course, but at least I was finally free from that tie with someone I never felt like a real love.

  I got up from that bench leaving Somi alone crying. I needed to take some air and feel the life again, everything started to move again, I felt happy and I needed to go back to Tzuyu and tell her everything but then the memory of Taehyung threats ruined my happiness.

(...)

   The class time passed by and we, the students, needed to hurry up. We were doing another art work with Tzuyu as a model. It was too annoying for me, seeing how Taehyung could be the most selfish person in the world stealing her from her classes, kissing other girls and then act as if he was the sweetest person alive, I was jealous.

  The class ended and people went outside, Tzuyu was gone too, I stayed a little bit to end my work, and there he was getting too close to me. Taehyung once again was daring to get closer and even touch my face as if we were friends or even something romantic. I pushed him away.

— "What the hell do you think you are doing?" I asked him.

— "Just admit it, at this point we all noticed." He told me touching my jawline with his forefinger.

— "Admit what? Get away from me right now!" 

— "You are jealous of me, because I am successful, I can have Tzuyu." He smirked.

— "What is the point of being successful if you are only known in a classroom, what is the point of having a relationship if you are cheating? You are the professional, you can explain it to me." I said knowing I touched a nerve on him.

He smirked — "Don't act brave, miss Chaeyoung. We both know damn well you are the least person that should be talking about cheat. Do you want me to remember how much you did hurt the person you say you want to get back?" 

   I got freezed, he was right, I was about to answer when Tzuyu voice was getting closer. I feel his hands around my waist and I couldn't do anything to avoid what happened next to that.

— "Now you are going to pay for all what you said, I told you to don't mess the things with me, Chaeyoung." He said kissing me while Tzuyu was entering.

— "What the hell is going on here?" Tzuyu asked appearing in the room.

I separated as fast as I could, I feel my cheeks getting warm, my eyes getting wet for my tears and my heart almost exploting, Tzuyu was there watching me kissing his boyfriend. My chances of getting her back were inexistent, everything was useless, whatever my mouth could say she would never believe me.