The 1 - chaeyu

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After all what did happened that day I needed to talk to Somi and end whatever we were having as fast as possible. Even if I got that deserved I didn't want to keep my relationship or friendship with her anymore, not after being used to make Tzuyu nervous. At the end of the day I wasn't the only one to blame about my current problems with that tall girl, Somi did made her own part in this too.

There she was, sitting in front of me in the bar near the university. Somi and I. She looked very scared. I could see her feeling goosbumps and shaking, that was making me think that maybe she really loved me.

— "Well, are you going to finally tell me what did you bring me here?" she asked taking a sip of her coffee.

— "Okay... I don't know how to tell you this, but... I think we should break up..." I told her.

— "What? Are you serious? Please don't make jokes about things like this..."

— "I'm being totally serious, Somi. I want to break up with you, I want to end whatever we have, we're over." I said seeing how her tears appeared.

— "But why? Why did I do wrong? I'm in love with you since years ago, this can't be ending now, please." she said holding my hands.

— "You're saying something totally different of what I heard yesterday... Didn't you say you would steal every person Tzuyu would fall for? Did I hear that wrong?"

— "So this all is because of Tzuyu, right? You didn't even take the time of asking me what was that about, you just want to break up with because you misheared some things and took them out of context, are you serious?" she answered obviously manipulating me.

But I was so dumb to realize she was lying, I didn't want to loose that one person that was staying in my life so I believed her, or at least I choose to believe her. After all I apologized to her and let her go. We didn't break up. She left me in the bar because of her class and I stayed a little bit more, I needed to think.

After a few moments the door opened letting me meet once again with that black-short-haired girl that once was my girlfriend, Minari were there in the bar with me, looking at me with her cute eyes. She got closer to me and asked me if she could sit next to me.

— "Is this sit taken?" she asked and I denied with my head "It had been months, how have you been?"

— "I don't know, Mina. Life is getting hard." I said putting my hand in my forehead.

— "I saw Somi walking out of here as she was crying. I know you so much, Chaeng, more than I would want to, I know you don't love her. I know you miss Tzuyu, but your proud is bigger than try to something to get her back." Mina spilled.

  I did not what to answer, because it was all true, she knew me too well. I missed to talk with her, not even as a couple, but as a friend. She was right in every word, I was so proud to make the things up with Tzuyu, but if I really wanted her...

— "I don't know, I feel so lost. I heard Somi talking shit about Tzuyu, but she sured me that I misheard the whole conversation so I believed her and didn't break up yet."

— "She get you brainwashed, isn't she? How could you believe a word she said? Look, after our separation I knew she was a bad person trying to always touch you even in front of me. I did noticed Tzuyu liked you too, but at least she knew her place."

— "I know but-" she interrupted me.

— "No, you don't know. I talked with Tzuyu after you left her in Sana's birthday party last year and she told me everything about you and her, I got a little bit mad because you almost cheat on me. But what made me even more angry was the fact you just liked to say things and never did them."

— "I will break up with Somi, I just need time to figure out how to tell her-" I got interrupted again.

— "See? You're doing it again. Stop saying that you will do this or you will do that. Love isn't made only of words, you have to do what you say you will do. Stop talking and just do it. I'm sure Tzuyu misses you as much as you miss her, just break up with Somi and you'll be showing Tzuyu she can trust your words again." she said standing up before leaving.

Mina was right, for the first time in my life I feel the need to hurt someone on purpose just to get back the person I actually loved. I needed to talk to Somi again and this time don't get myself manipulated into lies or victim cards, just break up with her forever and get what I love back, Tzuyu.