Do You Really Love Me? (RoChu Fanfic)

Ivan's house [ page 6 ]

We soon made it to his house, I looked at it. This house is really nice.. I looked at him as he opened the front door, he turned to look at me. I was shivering

Ivan: if you want to you can come in for bit, I can make you hot chocolate tea or coffee
Yao: oh um, sure! That sounds nice, thank you

I smiled at him and watched him smile back and step aside to let me into the house. I walked in and took my boots off, I put them next to the door. I looked around, the inside of the house is even nicer.

Ivan: if you want to wait on the couch you can, what did you want to drink?
Yao: Tea please

He gave a slight nod before I went to sit on the couch. I sat down and looked around, it smells like fresh baked cinnamon rolls in here. I smiled and looked down to see a cat. He has a cat? I put my hand close to the cat and let it smell my hand, i pet the cat after it stopped sniffing me. The cat is so soft!

After awhile of waiting Ivan walked to the couch with a tray, it had two tea cups and a plate of cinnamon rolls. Ah, so that explains the smell.

Ivan: I didn't know if you were hungry but I brought some cinnamon rolls I baked last night.
Yao: they smell so good!

I looked at the soft smile on his face as he sat down. He handed me the cup of tea and a plate, I smiled and took them. I drank some of the tea, this tea is amazing!

Yao: the tea is so good! What kind is it?
Ivan: it's lemon tea

I smiled at him and drank more of the tea. I finished drinking the tea after awhile, I gently set my tea cup down on the table. I looked over at him, he was fidgetting with his hands.

Yao: are you alright?
Ivan: oh- um, yes I am
Yao: you sure?
Ivan: erm... I have a question to ask you but promise you won't be offended?-
Yao: ....I- I can't promise anything
Ivan: a-are you gay?-

I blushed a light pink, I don't like thinking about this stuff, why would he even ask me that?- I looked away slightly

Yao: i-im not really sure-? I haven't exactly questioned that till lately-
Ivan: oh?

I turned red
Yao: i-its not like there's been a specific reason or anything! Or that I am gay- I don't mean to make you uncomfortable-
Ivan: i-im not uncomfortable with LGBT people so it's fine if you are, I can't really judge-

Why do I feel so embarrassed- I feel like it was kinda rude to ask that kind of question though, or am I just overthinking it?-

Ivan: sorry if I made you uncomfortable, if you don't want to answer you don't have to I didn't mean to throw that at you-
Yao: ah, um it's not that, I don't want to label myself if I'm not really sure but I- I think I like guys-...
Ivan: oh?-

I looked at the ground awkwardly, I made him uncomfortable didn't I?-

[Ivan pov]
I pushed my face into my scarf a little, so he is gay?- I want to ask him on a date so bad but would he be scared or reject me because he isn't sure..? Should I just keep quiet... But if I do he could find someone else, I like him though, he has such a calming presence... I want to know him better but would it be weird if I asked him on a date..? I looked at him

Ivan: s-so, are you dating anyone?
Yao: n-no, if I'm being honest I haven't actually been in a relationship before, heh..
Ivan: o-oh? Would you wanna go on a d-

[Yao pov]
My phone dinged and I grabbed it

Yao: sorry, can you hold on a second?-

I looked at him as he nodded slightly and I checked my phone, it was a message from a coworker inviting me to a party.
I sighed, shut off my notifications and put my phone back in my pocket, I looked at Ivan

Yao: sorry about that, what were you asking before?-
Ivan: I- .....I was wondering if you want to possibly go on a d- date?

I stared at him for a second trying to process what he said

Yao: what?-
Ivan; i-its fine if you don't want to-

He wants to go on a date?- is that why he asked me all those questions?? Should I just decline, run away, ignore it, switch topics, act dumb..? I don't know what to do, should I say yes? Its not like he's a bad guy or that he's bad looking...

Yao: .... I should probably get going I feel really tired-
Ivan: oh....o-okay then..

I gave a awkward smile, I thanked him for the tea and left. I blushed, should I have just accepted that, I felt so embarrassed and rushed though I panicked- should I have just straight up told him no? I mean he is really nice and attractive, he has such pretty eyes and his hair is so beautiful, it's like fresh fallen snow. I slowly walked back home, after awhile I made it back, I was shivering and slowly opened the door. When I opened the door I passed out and hit the floor.

after a couple hours I felt someone shaking me, I jumped awake and looked at them.

Ivan: i-i didn't mean to scare you or anything I just wanted to apologize to you but then I saw you passed out with the door open so I got worried- I brought you to this room that I'm assuming is your bedroom?-

I looked around the room and nodded a little, I touched my head. It hurts so bad...

Ivan: do you want some painkillers? I have some with me
Yao: yes please...

He gave me the pills and grabbed some water that was beside the bed and took the pills

Yao: thank you
Ivan; of course

I looked away slightly, should I answer his question from earlier or just leave it alone..? It's what he came here for wasn't it?

Yao: um- ivan
Ivan: hm?- oh sorry, do you want me to leave now?-
Yao: n-no, are you being serious about the date or were you just playing a prank on me?
Ivan: ......I was being serious
Yao: ah, I see

So he's definitely gonna want a answer then, I'm so tired of being alone all the time. It might be worth a shot to go on this date..

Yao: okay
Ivan: hm?-
Yao: okay, I'll go on a date with you

I smiled a little

Ivan: r-really?!