Do You Really Love Me? (RoChu Fanfic)

Flowers :) [ page 11 ]

After that day Ivan stayed living in my house for a month, nothing really happened besides us sleeping awkwardly next to each other. We would go for walks to the gazebo, watch tv, make food together, and go shopping in town. Ivan was wealthy and tended to try and pay for everything and buy me things I didn't need to pay me back, I declined most things he offered, not that I didn't want it or appreciated the gesture I came from a home that taught me not to take expensive things cause it was seen as rude, though my parents weren't the best people, they got arrested many times and when I turned 16 I ran away. I appreciated everything else they did for me but no parent should ever treat their child with cruel words, hitting, and starving them. My parents were the same as me, born broken.. nothing could fix them and the pain they had, they placed on everyone else as way to try and get rid of it without realizing it just hurts them more. I do miss my parents at times but then I think of everything that they did and how much the bad outweighed the good and I feel a relief that I left when I did. Though it feels like a heavy guilt and weight on my chest I don't think I'd ever want to see them or hear a apology, it might seem wrong and rude to treat someone who gave you life like this but it's wrong to treat something you gave life so cruel too. I sighed a little as I thought on the couch, life is so draining.. I heard footsteps and looked to the side of me, "are you okay, Yao?" I nodded slightly "I'm fine, Ivan. Don't worry about it" he looked away slightly "you can talk to me if you ever need to" I smiled a little "thank you" he nodded and looked at me, I could tell he was slightly nervous "did you need something though?" He handed me a flower bouquet, it had flowers that were yellow, orange, and red.

I blushed lightly and looked at the bouquet "what's this for?-" he looked away a little, he was shaking slightly "i-its for you, I thought you'd like them-" I took the bouquet and smelled the flowers "they smell really nice" I smiled and looked at him, I pat the side of me and watched him sit down next to me "thank you, these are really pretty" he looked at me, his face was pink and he nodded slightly, I giggled to myself. He's pink, I got up to get a vase for the flowers, I put them in a red-clear vase I had sitting on a table by front door, I made sure to clean the vase and put water in it before putting the flowers in and set it by the door again, I walked back over to him and sat down, I turned on the tv "do you want to watch a movie?" I looked at him "sure, you can pick the movie" I smiled softly "okay" I looked back at the tv and put on It 1, I've been wanting to watch this but I haven't really had time to watch it. It's probably not even scary though, it's just a clown?-

When we finished watching the movie I looked at him, he had a confused look on his face "are you okay?-" he looked at me "oh- yeah, that movie was weird though" I nodded "it was pretty good though" he nodded a little "did you want to do anything else today" I thought for a moment "oh, I have a idea!"