it could never happen

5

"billie!"

...

"billie!"

...

"billie!"

her eyes opened slowly, someone kept calling her name. her vision was blurry, she wasn't sure who it was.

the memories from what had happened came back to her. and she could feel disappointment fill her. she didn't die.

if she just had everything it would have been easier. this stupid life would just had come to an end. but no, she had to survive.

"billie!" it was her mom. she blinked, once, twice. her mom had a small smile on her face. but her makeup was still complete on her face.

she hadn't been crying.

of course she hadn't.

her mom didn't care that much.

"i'll go get the nurse" was her mom's words before she walked out of the room. billie's eyes looked around the room.

she was in a hospital. many wires connected to her. she was in different clothes. her wrists full on display.

who had saved her, who had called? it all didn't matter. and she didn't want to know. all she wanted to know was how she could end this all now.

billie ripped off everything that was connected to her. all of the cables, the wires. everything. and threw it down on the floor.

she stood up fast, because she knew she'd get dizzy. and she was. very. she could barely see. but it all didn't matter.

nothing mattered.

she opened the window. it all was too easy. just then her vision came back to her. they were on the 12th floor. making it a long way down.

i am going to die. and i'm going to do it myself. she thought. she opened the window fully, this was the moment she'd been waiting for.

with a small smile on her lips. she jumped.