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Mickey woke up and realised how cold it was immediately after waking up before things had become clear he felt a little wave over his body making his hair stand up he pulled the blanket higher and around his neck instant relief of the warmth was amazing
He rolled over to find Ian not there and the rest of the bed cold he sat up quickly to find him and went downstairs
There were loud noises coming from downstairs and he figured everyone had already woken up he was right Lip, Fiona, Carl, Liam and Debbie were all sitting chatting about selling the house. Ian was nowhere to be seen
"Ay! Any of you guys seen Ian?"
They all stopped arguing and looked over to him
"Yeah he left about an hour ago"
"Where to?"
"I think don't really know I think he went to look for appartments or something on Main Street"
Mickey rolled his eyes and walked back upstairs what the fuck is Ian doing looking for appartments without him
He threw on his clothes: Dark plain black t shirt and dark blue jeans that Ian had gotten for him, he combed his hair back a bit with water brushed his teeth and left
He headed out catching the el to the place Ian was supposedly at walking down the street he saw a building reading 'Appartments Guides'
Figuring that would be the closest thing to what Fiona was talking about he walked in
First thing he saw was red hair and quickly hid behind a small wall around the corner and watched for a few minutes before Ian left happily
Was he trying to get a place without Mickey, all he was thinking about was Ian leaving him why doesn't he just tell him if he doesn't want to be with him, he was so confused and hurt at once
He followed Ian home taking the el behind him the whole time
One thing about Mickey is that he's very good at following people he used to help people out and stuff with finding people on small occasions so he got pretty good at following
Before Ian got near the house Mickey ran up to him and tapped him on the shoulder
"Hey!"
"What the hell Ian"
"Mickey Jesus you scared me you alright is everything ok?"
"What where you doing at that apartment thing?"
The only thought Mickey was thinking at that time was Ian leaving him he couldn't believe Ian would be thinking that and it hurt, he felt a tight feeling in his chest and didn't know what to do
"Yeah I was just coming to tell you"
"Tell me what? That your leaving me? Because I thought everything was going alright!"
"What? No!"
"Just tell me! I saw you in there you signed something and didn't even want me to come with you it's pretty fucking obvious!"
"That isn't what's happening! Mickey what's going on why are you being like this?"
"Nothings going on Ian"
"Then why are you saying this!"
"Because I don't want you to leave me again!"
Mickeys eyes had slight tears in them and he turned around a started walking away Ian ran up and caught up to him still walking
"Mick!"
And no answer
"Mickey I signed that because everyone's talking about selling the house it was just a thing to let me know if anything opens up!"
Mickey turned to him with a tear already falling Mickey didn't feel it because of the cold
Ian looked at him shocked and wiped it away with his thumb keeping his hand on his face
"I'm not leaving you Mick I would never do that it was the worst mistake of my life I can't believe that would even cross your mind I love you so much"
Ian had small tears in his eyes as well and Mickey still couldn't talk he felt like he had swallowed a ball of sand
Ian moved his other hand to behind his neck and pulled him in to kiss him Mickey was half pulling back for a second before leaning in very quickly
Mickey kissed him hard while Ian was surprised he started kissing back harder
This was one of the very rare moments Ian got with Mickey as he never liked to show affection strongly out in public let alone kissing so passionately it made Ian blush
Mickey started walking again and Ian walked with him they made it to the dugouts not even 10 minutes later and Mickey kissed Ian again a little softer than before
Mickey moved his head to Ian's jawline and grazed his teeth over it
" 'm sorry"
He whispered into his ear
Ian moved his arms to give Mickey a hug Mickey stepped back and put a small nudge on Ian chest
Not once have they hugged before mainly because Mickey never would except them so he never tried
Ian knocked his hand away and they fought gently for a few seconds before Ian quickly grabbed Mickey and hugged him tight
"I don't need a hug asshole"
Mickey grumbled but his actions spoke louder than words however he kept his arms down on his sides refusing to hug back
"You have nothing to be sorry for Mick"
Mickey melted and hugged Ian back burying his head in Ian's chest and wrapping his arms around Ian's waist and gripping hard
"I'm never letting you go ever"
Ian spoke softly his heart was melting at the fact that Mickey was hugging him
"I know"
Mickey was still trying to slightly deny the fact that he's never felt more reassured in his life with only a hug
Mickey had never felt this warmth and security with anyone before this very moment he knew he was Ian's and there was no way he could stop it
