Rules and Regulations

no..

Am I mad at Aaron, no.

Sad mostly but far from Mad.

I completely understand that Jack comes first and I would never be mad at him for that.

But it still hurts.

I spent 3 days with the Salazars, then when Spencer got back from Vegas I stayed with him.

Its been a week and a half since I last spoke to Aaron and Jack. When I went to get him from Jessica's he pretended to be asleep and he didn't want to leave. So now its Just me and baby Davy until Aaron come back from Arizona. But if im being honest I enjoy the peace I get when I'm at Spencer's. they bring me food and make sure im always comfortable, even thought Aaron did that. I just enjoy the coziness of Spencer's house and his couch. Spencer has thee most comfortable couch I've ever had the pleasure of falling asleep on.

I'm sitting on the couch reading war and peace when there is a knock on the door.

"I'll get it" Aya yells popping out of thin air.

I continue reading.

Another thing I love about Spencer's house is his book collection and how all his books smell new but clearly aren't.

"Electra you have a visitor" Aya says from behind me. I put book down and look behind the couch. It's Jack.

"Jack-y" I say getting up as fast as I can, which really isn't fast at all when you're 29 weeks pregnant. He drops the bouquet of flowers and runs over to me.

"Hi Momma" he says as I pull him into a hug.

"Hi baby" I say kissing his head.

"I'm sorry I got mad at you" he says and my eyes start to water.

"Oh Mi Amor its okay." I say kissing his head. I put him down on the couch and sit down next to him.

"Aunt Jess and I got you flowers" he says getting down and running over to the flowers on the ground.

Pink and White roses.

"Awe I love them" I say smiling at him.

"Yay" he says smiling up at me.

"I'll be upstairs if you need me" Aya says from the bottom of the stairs.

"Okay" I say as she runs up the stairs.

"Here come read with me" I say putting the flowers on the coffee table and grabbing the book I previously sat on the table. Jack kicks his shoes off and slides next to me. I wrap my arm around his small body and open the book.

"Alright, so the book isn't appropriate for your ears so I'm going to read it in French" I say to him and he nods.

"« Et que pensez-vous de cette dernière comédie, le sacre à Milan ? demanda Anna Pávlovna, « et de la comédie des habitants de Gênes et de Lucques déposant leurs pétitions devant Monsieur Bonaparte, et Monsieur Bonaparte assis sur un trône et accordant les pétitions des nations ? Adorable! Il y a de quoi faire tourner la tête ! C'est comme si le monde entier était devenu fou." I read out loud to the small child, who is much more interested in my growing baby bump than the book. his hand hovers over scared to actually rest it on the bump.

"You want to touch it?" I ask and he nods his head rapidly. Just then the baby kicks.

"Ahh what was that" he asks jumping back. I let out a small laugh.

"It was just the baby kicking, do you want to feel ?" I ask resting my hand on where the baby was kicking. He nods and I grab his hand and place it on my stomach. His face contorts into a surprised and excited expression.