Can you just stay
It's been a day
And I don't wanna go astray
Can I just say
Without you today
I'd lose myself to the dismay
I just guess I'm falling
With a guy who doesn't like me back
Hung me like a wet towel on the drying rack
And not to mention that we dated for at least a month
I'm about to admit I'm crazy
I'm about to say just let it be
And we'll be okay with that
I hope that you're okay with that
I'd tip the waiter
Say see you later
But we all know that you won't
And so you follow me back
Ask me what's wrong
And I tell you confidently
You wouldn't understand
But you forced it out of me
So I spilled the last evening tea
And said
Am I crazy enough
To be in love
With a guy who doesn't love
Me back
Am I crazy enough
To have amazing friends
A great family
But still want him
I really want him
Can he just stay
It's been a day
And I can't let him go astray
Can I just say
Without him today
I've gone into dismay
I'd tip the waiter
Say see you later
But we all know you won't
So you follow me back
Ask me what's wrong
And I still say nothing
But you force it out of me
And I still say confidentiality
You won't understand
You still forced it out of me
So I said
Am I crazy enough
To be in love
With a guy who doesn't love
Me back
Am I crazy
You say no
I'll hide the body
Don't tell them by the bleachers
The bleach is in my lockers
And tarp in dad's garage
You say I'll drive the boat
Dump and hide the body
Don't tell them by the bleachers
The bleach is in my lockers
And bag in my pantry floor
Am I crazy enough
To be appreciative of you
And still want him
I guess I really want him
But I'm not crazy enough
To leave
So I guess I'll leave
And move on
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purpose
PuisiI started writing this collection about a year ago. In different periods of times I kept writing poem after poem. I was burnt out from the constant writing and the constant pain. I cried almost everyday, I hated who I was, but now I don't. This is a...
