About Me

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     Who am I, you ask?

     I don't think it's possible to really explain.  You wouldn't understand.  It's not that I don't have the words to describe myself - well, at least in my own language I do.  Its just that there are deeper parts of me that just cannot be expressed in words.  People came up with a host of stories and ideas about what they thought I am.  But they were mostly wrong.  Many who have briefly encountered me at a great distance went away feeling quite perplexed.  They wanted to just be with me but at the same time felt utterly terrified about the whole notion. 

     Have you ever felt that way about someone? 

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     Have you ever felt that way about someone? 

     I admit I'm not a suitable partner for anyone.  I've basically spent what feels like eternities alone.  Don't get me wrong- I was alone but never felt lonely.  I absolutely love myself!  I love every part of me- what makes me who I am down to the sub-atomic level.  You think I am joking, don't you? 

  You think I am joking, don't you? 

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     That's fine.  Like I said earlier, I am not understood by anyone but myself.  That's why I spent what feels like eternities alone.  But I was content- I am content.  I enjoyed my own company because I truly loved who I am.  Even if no one else understood me.  I didn't need their approval or their company. 

     I simply existed, loving myself in an indescribable sort of euphoria.  I wish every living thing in the universe would one day know what it feels like to be me.  So many of you are so miserable.  You make yourself feel so empty and seek fulfillment and love in external things and places and people.  I want the same indescribable feeling of love, peace and contentment I have within me for everyone. 

     But I can't force you

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     But I can't force you.  But perhaps if you hear my tale, of how I met my Love and the Life we created together, you will understand.

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