I Do Love You Crazy | TaeJinKook ✓

Fourteen

Flashback continues from where it left off previously..

Jin opened his eyes to a dark, cold motel room after falling asleep due to too much tiredness. When he turned around, Taehyung was beside him, sleeping soundly.

Then he felt that his head was throbbing in so much ache, and he was feeling like his stomach was revolving inside him. So he quickly got up and ran to the bathroom.

He threw up into the sink, tears were forming in the corner of his eyes as he continuously gagged too much.

After vomiting all that he could, he watched his mouth and brushed his teeth, then he quickly went to the shower to drown himself in the cold water.

Jin stayed motionless as he let the water run down his body, then he fixed his eyes on the tiled wall. Slowly, his tears came streaming down his face.

Then he finally broke down and sobbed hard, but he covered his mouth with his palms as he cried uncontrollably.

"I-- I'm so filthy and d-disgusting.."

Jin took the soap and rubbed it into his body aggressively while he cried. He was feeling disgusted by all of the things happening to him, that he now questions what love is - if this was really everything that Taehyung has taught him.

Because if it was, he didn't feel happy about it anymore.

After taking a shower and dressing up, Jin stood up in front of the bed where Taehyung lies. His eyes were gleaming with tears as he glared at the man he only trusts and loves his whole life. But right now, he can't explain what he feels.

Jin was furious, disgusted, hurt and embarrassed. He didn't even know how he let everything happen. He just accepted everything just to satisfy Taehyung's wishes.

Now, all Jin wants to do is to inflict the same pain to Taehyung. A big desire inside of him wanted to see Taehyung hurt too.

So he took Taehyung's lighter and lit up a bit of those white powder over a foil. Jin pressed his lips together as he inhaled more of the smoke.

After he felt satisfied, he then muttered to himself while keeping his dark gaze on the sleeping Taehyung, "Why does it matter anyway?! I don't fucking care anymore! You already turned me into a slut.. so I'll show you slut!!"

Jin, with tears in his eyes, turned his back on Taehyung and headed out of the motel room with a heavy and resentful heart.

*******

Adonis Strip Club.

"Oh? Hey Jin! I thought you're not going to work here anymore?!" Hoseok asked as he saw Jin, with a stoic face, dressing up for the show. "Tae said--"

"I don't care what he said!" Jin snapped. Then he walked past Hoseok and headed out of the dressing room.

Hoseok, with a bewildered look on his face, took his phone and texted his brother.

Hyung, Tae's bitch is here. I thought they're off the hook with Tae's debt after that fucking sex show for us?! Well, just letting you know as I don't know what Jin is up to.

*******

Jin seemed to be more confident with his body as he performed and danced on stage. For the first time in his life, there's nothing going on in his head. He even enjoyed collecting those bills being thrown at him on stage, as he slowly pulled his shirt off for the men going crazy over him.

Just in time before the show ends, Jungkook arrived at his own VIP box and was able to spot Jin on stage. It's been some days since they first met, and he hasn't seen the beautiful stripper the last time he visited the place.