I Do Love You Crazy | TaeJinKook ✓

Twenty-Nine

Jin's eyes were almost closing when Jungkook finished showering and came out of the bathroom. He was crying dry tears already, his body was curled up as he laid naked on the bed.

Jungkook stared at him for a while, he then asked, "How do you feel, yeobo?! Are you now regretting fucking behind my back?!"

Jin wasn't responding at all. He couldn't feel anything anymore. He was numb of everything - he didn't know if he could even call this a traumatic experience as he's been in this situation numerous times now.

It's as if he's almost used to this. But he can never get to the desire of wanting it - even if it's from the men he truly loved.

Jungkook walked in front of Jin to check if he was awake. His face softened to see his husband just staring far to nowhere - pain was evident in his eyes.

So Jungkook let out a sharp sigh, then he kneeled beside the bed to face Jin, eye-level.

"Yeobo-- do you hate me now?!"

Jin did not answer but he shifted his eyes to look at Jungkook's face.

"You understand why I'm doing this, don't you?! I'm hurt too, Seokjin. I love you, and damn-- you know this from the very first day we met. However, I am not someone who would let anyone dominate me just because of love.

Yes, I am crazy in love with you-- but I'm not crazy to just accept how you played me. Be a good boy to your husband from now on, maybe-- just maybe I can change my mind about killing you and forgive the things you've done.

Of course, I still dream about us as a happy couple. I still want you to raise our child, and be my children's appa. That's my dream, it has always been that. But why did you have to ruin it for Kim Taehyung, hmm?!

I want you to reflect on that while you wait for me here. I'm heading out to find that bastard. He's been breathing for too long now. I must end it soon."

Jungkook stood up, but before he did, he placed a gentle kiss on Jin's cheek. Then he turned the lights off and stepped out-- locking the door of the bedroom from outside.

As soon as Jin heard Jungkook heading out of their unit, he suddenly burst into a loud cry. He let his tears flow as much as they could. He knew he just had to. So then he could at least release the pain he's feeling inside.

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It was completely dark in the room where Jin was lying - he opened his eyes and realized that he fell asleep. For how long - he wasn't sure.

Though hurt and feeling weak, he tried to get up and pull the handcuffs, hoping it would break. But of course he couldn't do so.

Jin then opened the lamp on the nightstand then looked around, trying to think how he could possibly free himself. He then opened the drawer of the nightstand where his handcuff was attached - but he couldn't just remove the drawer from the furniture itself.

"Fuck! How can I--"

Jin was breathing heavily when an idea sparked in his mind. He pulled the whole nightstand with him - though a bit heavy, it was doable for him. However, his hand was suffering in the whole process as the handcuff was tightening and rubbing against his wrist the more he moved.

Jin did not mind, as all he wanted was to get out. He tried crawling while pulling the nightstand with him - when he saw his pants and underwear on the floor, he took it and quickly put them on.

When Jin reached the door, he couldn't open it. He remembered Jungkook must have locked it from outside. He then screamed in frustration and repeatedly hit the door,